Baby, Please Stay

Baby, I know we've had a fight,
It's kept me awake, tossing and turning all night.
Boo, I know we'll pull through,
Because our future is in perfect view.

I cannot imagine you stepping out of life,
Just the thought cuts like a knife.
It would hurt me so much,
If I never again felt your sweet touch.

I know our relationship has so much potential,
Kindness and true love are essential.
I know everyone makes mistakes,
But that's no reason for our relationship to break.

If we are humble and not selfish,
There isn't a thing we can't accomplish.
If we work together,
I know we'll make it better.

If we grasp onto our love and believe,
It will only grow stronger and never leave.
So, Baby, promise me when a fight comes our way,
You won't leave me... Baby, please stay.

i'm sorry

I’m sorry for ever saying the words "I love you"
I’m sorry that you said "I love you too"

I’m sorry I told you we would always be together
I’m sorry you said "always and forever"

I’m sorry I didn’t know it would turn out this way
I’m sorry I let my sunshine turn so grey

I’m sorry that I loved your touch
I’m sorry I didn’t know I would miss you this much

i went out with my kor kor today..went to westmall cuz we stay around there mahz..we were supposed to meet at 1.30pm. i got there 5 mins earlier..sho i juz look around the fair outside the entrance to westmall..found some cd..not bad sia..hahaha...den later my kor came le..den we go burger king to have lunch..he treat me worx..hahahhaz..after that we went to buy tickets for anna in kung-fu land..it's at 3.45pm..then kor bought a necklace for me..christmas mahz..lol..never prepare for him..feel sho bad sia..but he say nvm de lahz..i like the present can liaoz..hahahhaz..den later we spent our time at coffee bean after buying the necklace...cuz westmall also nothing to shop de..hahahah...den after that..went back to coffee bean again..cuz it's like 5+ lo..still early mahz..sho sit down and chat..until 7 den go home.

the show ar..not bad lahz..quite furni..den got abit of romance la..but more comedy comedy kind de..hahaahz..

that's all lahz..also nth to say liaoz...bye~

today ar today..nth much lo..slept at around 7am this morning and woke up at 11am..3 hrs of sleep..that's all i have for today..madness rite...anyway, i went online during the afternoon and played gunbound with my friends and stuff..unti like 4+ den went to bathe cuz coming over to relative's house. we went for dinner first after that then took a cab to here lo..st. george road..got here around 6?? den watched tv and stuff..and come online..now lo..aiya..boring day lahz...what to do..school holiday mahz...sianz~
also donno what time going home later..go home bathe den what..online again lahz..ar den..den also donno stay until what time..hahahaz...i think today better sleep early sia..if not sure cannot tahan..
ok lahz..that's all liaoz..byebye........

How Could You?

How could you?
When I trusted you so!
They tried to warn me,
but my heart simply said, "No."

How could you?
I didn't think you would.
They tell me to end it,
in my mind I know I should.

How could you?
When you know I can't say good-bye!
They told me you cheated,
so why did you have to lie?

Chances Are

Chances are, we’ll never meet
And I’ll never kiss your face.
Chances are, I’ll never feel
Your lips or warm embrace.

Chances are, only in my dreams
I’ll feel the softness of your hair.
Chances are, I’ll never smell
Any fragrance you might wear.

Chances are, you’re among
The many that I see.
Chances are, I’ve glanced at you
Perhaps you’ve even looked at me.

Chances are, you danced with him
So, I admired you from afar.
Chances are, late that night
I wished for you upon a star.

Chances are, you live in my head
Because I’ve dreamed you for so long.
Chances are, you don’t exist
But I pray to God I’m wrong...

HOHOHO!! MeRrY ChRiStMaS!!!

Merry Christmas!!! HOHOHO!! LoLx~~ yeapz, today's christmas. yesterday night, my dad and i went to aunt joanne's house for dinner. it's juz a simple one lo.. but before that, we went to cold storage at woodlands to buy christmas gifts. i bought chocolates. half of them are fiilled with others, the other half are ordinary ones. both are nice..hee..den dad bought a bottle of white wine lo..after that, we went straight to her house. den later uncle Brandon and uncle Nick also came. we waited for them then we had dinner. the turkey ish fab. joanne's mother reared it herself and stuff like that. it's totally different from the ones selling outside, ya know, they're so dry and stuff like that, but the one we had ish so juicy and nice. LoLx..

after that we watched tv, etc, and we drank wine. yes, wine. dad allowed me to, anyway, even though i'm still underaged..anywayz, the first bottle was sho nice. it's red wine mixed with brandy. i heard that it's abt $300+...very expensive, isn't it?? and it's like 20 yrs old?? something like that..WoW!! it's sho different from the red wines i've tasted before..LoL..den later she opened the white wine which daddy bought earlier..didn't drink alot lo..only a few glasses..den later, uncle brandon striked 4-D..HaHaHa~~den abt 1+am, we went home le lo. uncle brandon bought bee hoon frm the coffee shop below..sho much sia~ LoLx..for my dad and uncle nick, packet de of course..coz we very full le..LoLx..

got home bathe..den came here..sianz..that's all..byebye.

WeNt OuT AgAiN~~LoL~~

this morning dad called me..asked me go watch movie..furni lehz..he don need to work meh?? LoL~cuz his supervisor saw his face very white mahz..den ask him go see doc, take jab lo..HaHa~den he came back home and then we went out again..went for lunch first..i bought duck rice, but cannot finish..donno why..only ate like..1/3 ba..den cannot eat le..sighx~~after that, we went to Lido and watch Lord of the Rings (dad has bought the tickets earlier n we didn't watch it yesterday).

the show very nice worx~~!!! my fav. series indeed~!! HeEx~~watched until around 6 like that..den took bus no. 16 go katong mall lo..met mommy in the bus..sho qiao worx~~ LoL~~den alighted at the same bus-stop cuz mother going for a hair-cut..-.-"" sighx..i was late for the class again..SiAn~~~~~~~~~~~

after lesson, we got one sensei frm malaysia..very humble de..hehe..7th dan de worx~~even higher den sensei chee~~he showed us some techniques and stuff like that lo..after that, we went opposite (same coffee shop) for dinner..sam and is shared a plate of mee goreng..i cannot finish mahz..sighx..donno lehz..appetite not very gd nowadays~~sighx...

heartbroke!!

If only you knew the pain you have caused,
it feels like I'm rewinding and stopping on 'pause.'

If only you could see, after all these years,
that all you brought me is nothing but tears.

I was stupid to think, I was stupid to believe,
that you really cared or you ever loved me.

I was happy for most of the time we shared,
but I finally found out that you never even cared.

I thought I loved right from the start,
then you left and you took away my heart.

I guess everything we had and shared was a big joke?
But not to me... because now I'm heartbroke!!

OMG~~my dad's SiCK~~!!!

sighx~~today daddy didn't go for work..sick le...sighx..take care worx, dad!! but ar..he came back frm doc, ask me go out see movie...Lord of the Rings.

-.-""" of cuz lahz..he's illness not fake de..wellz..i told him i need a new pair of track shoes..urgently.. shown him my old pair..really going to tear le..sighx..sho wasted...it's kinda my fav. one, ya know..sighx~~

got to queensway at 3+pm..den went for shoes and jacket hunting..found my shoes, and bought them.last pair sia..LoLx..always like that.HaHaHa..but jacket?? nahz..don really have much luck..found the color i like but don't have my size..sho sad~~!! sighx~ nut nvm, at least got my shoes..HeEx~~

after shopping, dad and i were actually planning to watch night movie..but my dad isn't feeling too gd..sho i flagged a cab and sent us home..helped dad back home, and went opposite to get something for dad to eat..

sighx..daddy tmr's going back for work le..donno can or not..he vomitted juz now worx..i'm sho worried...

sian sia..slept at what..4am den woke up at 7.30am..CrAzY~~~meeting ling fong senpai at 9.30am at bukit gombak mrt platform then go to pasir ris whitesand..got demo there mahz..martial arts de. met up with yee kai and li han..den we watched until like 11am, den went for makan lo..mac..SiAn~~
den later, after that, i think others all went home..left yee kai, li han and me..we went to bugis junction hang out lo..went to the arcade see how yee kai fa hui his talent..LoLx..hahahaz..on the cars de..hahaha...den later i watched them play lo..later that, we went to Roy's Hobby. li han bought a tank..he rich mahz..LoL~~after that we went home lo..hahahaz..
got home..bathe..den came here..tired la..don wan to talk le..nitez~!!

Missing You

We were the perfect couple,
Anyone could see
We were so much in love
Or, what I thought to be

But after awhile
I lost what I had
I'm not sure you knew
But i felt really bad

It went on
Time and again
Me being out
And me being in

But, now that it's done
And all of it's through
I never would have thought
But, I'm the one missing you

YoShX~~ i'm sho tired!!! LoLx...yeapz, went to da yi's house today..hahaz..sho long never go le..really forget how to...LOLX....but anyway, stil managed to get to my distination with some help from da yi and jie.HaHaHa..

anyway, got there, den da yi helped everyone to buy lunch..den kor and i watched Infernal Affairs II. not bad lahz actually..lolx..den later we talked and talked..abt lotsa things lahz..den at 5.30pm, left their house and waited for 76 to marine parade.

sighx..rain..what a heavy one..i didn't bring an umbrella..so forget it..i walked in the rain..ok lahz..u can say i'm crazy or what..but muz enjoy the rain right..hahaz..den got to the class..wet..frm head to toe..LoLx..cold sia..but the feelin quite nice lehz..hahahaz..den later i got there..den i know our class starts at 8pm cos 7pm ish for beginners de..diaoz~ but nvm, early ish better than late, somemore, yee kai, li han, all of them were there too..sho no problem..HaHaHa..of cuz..my bro also there mahz..lolx..den later, donno why ar..feel like puking..sighx..first 2 times, nth came out, den later all the food came out..den better liaoz..on of the seniors said should be indigestion..wellz..maybe ba..sighz..skipped the warm-up again..sianz...donno..maybe eat the wrong food..cuz always like that de..sighx..

den after class, most of us stayed back to try our gingowaza (i think that's how it spelt..lazy to check..heez) anyway, den try and play until i think 9.30+ den we go opp. makan. sam and i ate tau gua bau. it's like the beancurd was filled with stuffings inside. not bad lahz..den i ate most of it..den don wan le..aiya..u vomitted out all the food..how to eat sho much..den sam ate halfway don wan..cuz very hard to eat with braces..sam ar..no choice lahz..have to get used to it. jia you worx!! den later sam watched me and ling fong senpai got onto the bus den went home.

roughly like that for today lo..nth special lahz actually..maybe tues. go shirley's house..hahax..nite.

Have Faith In JESUS

Please read the entire story and follow the directions. It will bless you.

In the city of Chicago, one cold, dark night, a blizzard was setting in. A little boy was selling newspapers on the corner, the people were in and out of the cold. The little boy was so cold that he wasn't trying to sell many papers.

He walked up to a policeman and said, "Mister, you wouldn't happen to know where a poor boy could find a warm place to sleep tonight would you? You see, I sleep in a box up around the corner there and down the alley and it's awful cold in there for tonight. Sure would be nice to have a warm place to stay."

The policeman looked down at the little boy and said, "You go down the street to that big white house and you knock on the door. When they come out the door you just say John 3:16, and they will let you in."

So he did. He walked up the steps and knocked on the door, and a lady answered.

He looked up and said, "John 3:16."
The lady said, "Come on in, Son." She took him in and she sat him down in a split bottom rocker in front of a great big old fireplace, and she went off. The boy sat there for a while and thought to himself: John 3:16.. I don't understand it, but it sure makes a cold boy warm.

Later she came back and asked him "Are you hungry?"

He said, "Well, just a little. I haven't eaten in a couple of days, and I guess I could stand a little bit of food." The lady took him in the kitchen and sat him down to a table full of wonderful food. He ate and ate until he couldn't eat any more. Then he thought to himself: John 3:16... Boy, I sure don't understand it but it sure makes a hungry boy full.

She took him upstairs to a bathroom to a huge bathtub filled with warm water, and he sat there and soaked for a while. As he soaked, he thought to himself: John 3:16... I sure don't understand it, but it sure makes a dirty boy clean. You know, I've not had a bath, a real bath, in my whole life. The only bath I ever had was when I stood in front of that big old fire hydrant as they flushed it out.

The lady came in and got him. She took him to a room, tucked him into a big old feather bed, pulled the covers up around his neck, kissed him goodnight and turned out the lights. As he lay in the darkness and looked out the window at the snow coming down on that cold night, he thought to himself: John 3:16... I don't understand it but it sure makes a tired boy rest.

The next morning the lady came back up and took him down again to that same big table full of food.

After he ate, she took him back to that same big old split bottom rocker in front of the fireplace and picked up a big old Bible. She sat down in front of him and looked into his young face.

"Do you understand John 3:16?" she asked gently.

He replied, "No, Ma'am, I don't. The first time I ever heard it was last night when the policeman told me to use it."

She opened the Bible to John 3:16 and began to explain to him about Jesus. Right there, in front of that big old fireplace, he gave his heart and life to Jesus. He sat there and thought: John 3:16... I don't understand it, but it sure makes a lost boy feel safe.

You know, I have to confess I don't understand it either, how God was willing to send His Son to die for me, and how Jesus would agree to do such a thing. I don't understand the agony of the Father and every angel in heaven as they watched Jesus suffer and die. I don't understand the intense love for ME that kept Jesus on the cross till the end. I don't understand it, but it sure does make life worth living.

John 3:16



For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.


If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions.

Jesus said,

"If you are ashamed of me, I will be ashamed of you before my Father."

Pass this on only if you mean it. I do Love God. He is my source of existence. He keeps me functioning each and every day.

Phil 4:13

If you love God and are not ashamed of all the marvelous things he has done for you, send this on.

WHEN YOU ARE LONELY, I WISH YOU LOVE

WHEN YOU ARE DOWN, I WISH YOU JOY

WHEN THINGS GET COMPLICATED, I WISH YOU FAITH

Sow a thought, reap an act.
Sow an act, reap a habit.
Sow a habit, reap a character.
Sow a character, reap a destiny......

Who is Jesus?

The Bible, from cover to cover, addresses the question, "Who is this Jesus?"

Consider the themes of the sixty-six books:
In Genesis, He is the creator God.
In Exodus, He is the redeemer.
In Leviticus, He is your sanctification.
In Numbers, He is your guide.
In Deuteronomy, He is your teacher.
In Joshua, He is the mighty conqueror.
In Judges, He gives victory over enemies.
In Ruth, He is your kinsman, your lover, your redeemer.
In Ist Samuel, He is the root of Jesse.
In 2nd Samuel, He is the son of David.
In 1st Kings and 2nd Kings, He is King of kings and Lord of lords.
In 1st and 2nd Chronicles, He is your intercessor and high priest.
In Ezra, He is your temple, your house of worship.
In Nehemiah, He is your mighty wall, protecting you from your enemies.
In Esther, He stands in the gap to deliver you from your enemies.
In Job, He is the arbitrator who not only understands your struggles, but
has the power to do something about them.
In Psalms, He is your song and your reason to sing.
In Proverbs, He is your wisdom, helping you make sense of life and live it
successfully.
In Ecclesiastes, He is your purpose, delivering you from vanity.
In the Song of Solomon, He is your lover, your rose of Sharon.
In Isaiah, He is the mighty counselor, the prince of peace, the everlasting
father, and more. In short, He's everything you need.
In Jeremiah, He is your balm of Gilead, the soothing salve for your sin-sick
soul.
In Lamentations, He is the ever-faithful one upon whom you can depend.
In Ezekiel, He is your wheel in the middle of a wheel, the one who assures
that dry, dead bones will come alive again.
In Daniel, He is the ancient of days, the everlasting God who never runs out
of time.
In Hosea, He is your faithful lover, always beckoning you to come back, even
when you have abandoned Him.
In Joel, He is your refuge, keeping you safe in times of trouble.
In Amos, He is the husbandman, the one you can depend on to stay by your
side.
In Obadiah, He is Lord of the kingdom.
In Jonah, He is your salvation, bringing you back within His will.
In Micah, He is judge of the nation.
In Nahum, He is the jealous God.
In Habakkuk, He is the Holy One.
In Zephaniah, He is the witness.
In Haggai, He overthrows the enemies.
In Zechariah, He is Lord of Hosts.
In Malachi, He is the Lord who does not change.

In Matthew, He is King of the Jews.
In Mark, He is the servant.
In Luke, He is the Son of Man, feeling what you feel.
In John, He is the Son of God.
In Acts, He is savior of the world.
In Romans, He is the righteousness of God.
In 1st Corinthians, He is the rock that followed Israel.
In 2nd Corinthians, He is the triumphant one, giving victory.
In Galatians, He is your liberty; He sets you free.
In Ephesians, He is head of the church.
In Philippians, He is your joy.
In Colossians, He is your completeness.
In 1st Thessalonians, He is your hope.
In 2nd Thessalonians, He is the Lord of peace.
In 1st Timothy, He is your faith.
In 2nd Timothy, He is your stability.
In Titus, He is our great God and Savior.
In Philemon, He is your benefactor.
In Hebrews, He is your perfection.
In James, He is the power behind your faith.
In 1st Peter, He is your example.
In 2nd Peter, He is your purity.
In 1st John, He is your life.
In 2nd John, He is your pattern.
In 3rd John, He is your motivation.
In Jude, He is the foundation of your faith.
In the Revelation, He is your coming king.

From the beginning of the world to its end, there is no place you can look
and not see Jesus.
He is everywhere. He is everything.
"He is before all things, and in Him all things hold together."
--(Colossians 1:17)

HaPPy BiRtHdAy!!! TuN HoW KoR!!!

ToDaY iSh TuN hOw'S kOr BiRtHdAy!! HaPPy BiRtHdAy, KoR!!

today arz..u know lahz..went out with Shirley..hee...we went to the Body World exhibition at 10am..WoW!! GrEaT ExPiReNcE!! LoLx..den after that, we went to Bugis have neo-cards taken, den went to hougang mall, Sake Sushi. LoLx..den went to ah ma's house lox..ermz..wellz..saw my mom there, and her daughter. ok lahz..she has put on quite alota weight..housewife mahz..not working anymore..nth much actually..

after that, took a bus to marine parade..of course..i was late..very late, in fact..around 15 to 20 mins..OMG!! but never mind, better than i didn't go at all..heez...den after my class, went to the gym inside, den go makan lo..shared with sam..frm one plate..but also didn't finish..sighx..donno lahz..

den took bus no. 16 with ling fong senpai and edwin, and alighted in front of a bar..edwin took bus no. 167, senpai took donno which bus back to bukit butok. i ask them to go ar..cuz 190 very long one..i'm supposed to meet ji xian to return my cd..but maybe he sleep le..cuz sms him..never reply..HaHaHa..den got home..bathe..watch abit of tv..and came here lo..

actually nth special lahz..abt the body exhibition..next time den i write more detailed lo..abite tired liaoz..gd nite..

YOzZiE!!! hEe..ok lahz..i admit..i'm abit out of my mind today..why?? cuz.tmr..ish the day!!! what day, you may ask. wellz..will be going with my sister, shirley, tmr!! YeAh!! aiya..miss her sshhooo much!! sho long never see her le..sighx..but tmr can see her liaoz..hehe..

anyway, nth special today lo..keke..juz playing some boring games..wellz..life's bored, that's why..hahaz..ok lahz..i'm really mad..MADNESS!!!!!!!!!!

that's all..ja ne!!

Contributed by Benedict Ho

More than silver more than gold

Your fragile heart in my hand I hold

If it has to be like this let it be

Fret not you can depend on me

Our happy times together I will recall

Days of sorrow shall be no more

You have stared at death right in the eye

I know you pushed I know you tried

The vicious cycle takes a full turn

Now it haunts you and wants to burn

My heart ignites with passion for only you

By now you know my love is true

Even at the brink of death or in the darkness

I will be you light of life for you to harness

As the tides of doom ride closer

Another day beckons; will this last forever?

didn't do much today..except until 6pm..wellz..should be 7 cuz sharon (my dgl) postponed the time back to 7pm. we had our bible study at B.K., causeway point..lolz..i love B.K. the food is nice, cheap and reasonable, and healthy among all the fast food restaurant. den we went through stuff and stuff.

afther that, we went shopping at causeway..U2, metro, bossini, etc. wellz..she chose a whitre skirt for me to try on..cuz ladies have to wear all white, frm top to bottom..somemore have to be either dress or skirt..sighz..don feel like going already..

wellz..anyway, we were like shop shop until 9.05pm den i took mrt and she took a bus, and we went home. yeapz..sho that's how i spent my whole day loz..hahaz...

yeaz..sho got home..watch band of brothers on channel 5, den carry on the SEA games closing ceremony..and came online while watching tv, until now..heez..yea..kinda boring day today..as in..nth to do?? lolz..

yeaz..that's all..wellz..my buddy feeling down today..something happened..sighz..dear ar dear, cheer up, yea?? don be sho sad la..tmr will be a better day. =)

funny..funny...not as in funny funny but as in weird funny..no idea..these few days my mind's filled up with poems and poems..juz gotta write them down..keke...
sho happy today..juz now was talking with my fren through msn, he said his wish came true le..lol..that ish he finally got the gurl that he like SHO MUCH to agree to be his girlfriend on 28th nov. haha..congratz, fren!! lolz..wellz, can't say his name here..keke..
wellz..these days alot of my frens wasn't really have a gd time in relationships..but now, at least one of them has one, and is with the girl he likes. LoLz..yea..very happy for them..
wellz..that's all for today..gotta run now. byebye!!

Only Me

I wanted to be the only one
when better came to worse
To comfort and love you
when you were sad- I wanted to be the first
No one else but me,
I wanted you all for my own
To have you for myself was an unmet desire,
if only I could have known

I wanted to be the only one
to hold your hand in mine
To give you love as well as take
but there wasn't any to find
I thought you loved me back, of course,
but that thought was mistaken
To who else would your heart have gone,
who else's heart have you taken?

I wanted to be the only one
you cared so deeply for
But you were 'hers' as well as mine
but only she... was yours

Breathe Me

Breathe me with your deepest eyes
So you'll feel what's inside my heart,
So you'll see there are no lies,
So you'll know I loved you from the start.

Breathe me with your sweetest smile
As your smile can cheer a thousand souls,
As your smile renders me senseless, like a child,
As your smile keeps me smiling a thousand fold.

Breathe me with your caring touch
For without it, my wounds would never heal;
For without it, my pain would hurt too much;
For without it, I would never again learn to feel.

Breathe me with your gentle kiss
To taste the conviction of my love for you,
To taste the joy of my soul in bliss,
To keep me there inside of you.

What You Lost When You Lost Me

You said it was the end,
I would still be your best friend,
But when you said that, my heart broke in two.
One half still wanted and needed you,
The other half was thinking of how stupid you were.
You lost so much- of that I am sure.

You lost my trust, my pride and my love.
You lost your angel sent from above.
You lost a friend and a lover,
Who loved you and no other.

You broke my heart
but the truth will have to be,
That I know you still love and care for me.

Don't worry- I still care,
But give my heart to you again?
..I wouldn't dare!

A Touching Christmas Story (By: Roger Hamilton)

On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket
to buy the gifts I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the
people there, I started to complain to myself: 'It is going to take
forever here and I still have so many other places to go...'

Christmas really is getting more and more annoying every year.
How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after
it. Nonetheless, I made my way to the toy section, and there I
started to curse the prices, wondering if kids really play with such
expensive toys.
While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest.
He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I
wondered who this doll was for.

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: 'Granny,
are you sure I don't have enough money?'
The old lady replied: 'You know that you don't have enough money
to buy this doll, my dear.'
Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to
look around. She left quickly.
The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I started to walk towards him and asked who he wanted to
give this doll to.
'It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this
Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her, after
all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa
Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to
my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there.' His
eyes were so sad while saying this.

'My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy say that Mummy will
also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the
doll with her to give it to my sister'.


My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mummy
not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the
supermarket'
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was
laughing. He then told me: 'I also want mummy to take this photo
with her so that she will not forget me.'

I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but
daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister'
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the
boy. 'What if we checked again, just in case if u have enough
money?'

'Ok' he said. 'I hope that I have enough.'
I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we
started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some
spare money.
The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money'
then he looked at me and added: 'I asked yesterday before I slept
for God to make sure I have enough money to buy this doll so that
mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me' 'I also wanted to
have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't
dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll
and the white rose.'

'You know, my mummy loves white rose'

A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my
trolley. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from whenI
started.
I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a
local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk
man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a
little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a
critical state.The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on
the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be
able to get out of the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the
newspaper that the young lady had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I
went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was
exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her
hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her
chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been
changedforever.
The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a
second, a
drunk man had taken all this away from him.

haha..yesterday went for the ju-jitsu x'mas event at phoenix hotel..christmas still gotta long way man..sho early..hahaz..but nvm, FUN sia...lolx..we ate..danced..lucky draw..games..blahz blahz..den when the deejay played that ketcup song, only me, sam, and alip danced. that's why we got the dance gift. haha..sad my brother missed the fun..but nvm..still got chance de!!

den later, met up with daddy and uncle brandon inside the train..he called me say the train coming..so tell me to board..and blahz blahz..like that lo...and got home at 12am..who ask daddy so slow..always like that one..sighz..get used to it already...

that's all for today..ja ne!! lolz..bro..not copying u ar..hahahz...

Another Dream

Last night I saw you in my dream
and you were going away
I didn't get to say good-bye
or even get to say...
The things I would have liked to..
or tell you that I care
I guess it didn't matter much
'cuz you never were aware..
That I even loved you
within this time and space...
But, in my dream it was a different time
and it was a different place

You were gone so long and I
never knew where you were
But, then one day the phone rang, and
you said, "Hi, It's me, I'm here"
I asked, "who is this?" and you said
"yes, it's really me...
Just look outside your window..
take a look and see."
There you were... just standing there
a smile upon your face
I couldn't believe you were there
right outside my place

I didn't say a word
but, I slowly put down the phone...
And anxiously walked over to you
and then we were alone
Your arms around me holding tight,
holding me so near
I couldn't believe this was happening
then you whispered in my ear
You said you've always loved me
and forever you'd be here.
And then I woke up crying
my pillow... wet from tears

*yawnz* juz got back home frm ju-jitsu..ok..i wasn't at my peak today..tired and my soles hurt..think blisters coming..*arghz* oh whatever..anyway, there's nothing much to say anyway..sam didn't go for it cuz he went to the dental this morning to pluck out two of his wonderful teeth frm the upper row..yes, it's wonderful, cuz it's no decay or what..anyway, i think on this coming friday, he's gonna have 2 more of his teeth pluck out frm the bottom row..hahaz..i'm not laughing at his mis-fortune..wellz..that what he had to bear for wearing braces..i'm wearing in the future, so i'll also have to bear..lolz..

anyway, that's about all..sigh..got nothing to say more..so tata!!

Haha... Enjoyed it?? I bet...

When Ms Woo was on her way to her class, 2E5, she noticed the intolerable noise they have made. Thus, she decided to confront those who were misbehaving.

Ms Woo: How many times do I need to tell you, DON'CH BE SO NOISY especially when the teacher's not in class?? Who was the one who make so much noise?! You better stand up before everyone gets it.

Felix: "Will the Real Slim Shady Please Stand Up, Please Stand Up, Please Stand Up..." (Eminem)

Ms Woo: You again!! Can you DON'CH PRAY A FOOL??

Felix: "Can't believe I'm the Fool again~" (Westlife)

Ms Woo: Do you want me to beat you??

Class: "Hit me Baby One More Time!" (Britney)

Ms Woo: What did u say??

Eugene: "WHAT?!" (Stone Cold)

Ms Woo: Are you out of your head??

Kai Ying: "I can't Get you Outta my Head~" (Kylie Minogue)

Ms Woo: Who do you think you are??

Eugene: "I'm a Genie in a Bottle~" (Christina Aguilera)

Ms Woo: DON'CH BE RUDE!! How many F9s do you all want??

Class: "1, 2, 345, Everybody in the House, so Come'on let 's Ride.." (Lou Bega)

Ms Woo: Do you all have to do this?? What else you all do?!

Class: "Sometimes I run, Sometimes I hide..." (Britney)

Ms Woo: Do you all think this is a party??

Class: "I'm Coming Up so you Better Get the Party Started!" (Pink)

Ms Woo: I want all of you to go for detention tomorrow morning!!

Class: "Every Morning they're a Hello..." (Sugar Ray)

Ms Woo: No!! I want everyone of you to go for detention EVERYDAY!!

Class: "Everyday I Love You~" (Boyzone)

Ms Woo: Felix, Eugene and Kai Ying!! You 3 come alone and see me after school!!

Eugene: "Show me the Meaning, of Being Lonely" (BSB)

Ms Woo: Okay Eugene!! Now only you have to come and see me personally!! Felix and Kai Ying need not!! It's gonna be only 2 of us!!

Eugene: "Just the Two of Us..." (Will Smith)

Ms Woo: Do you want to SHUTTUP before I bring you to Mr Fauzi??

Class: "You Say it Best, when you Say Nothing At All..." (Ronan Keating)

Ms Woo: I want all of you to promise not to give me anymore trouble!!

Class: "This I Promise You... Woo~ I Promise You..." (*NSYNC)

Ms Woo: Make sure you all DON'CH give me trouble again!!

Class: "Oops!! I Did it Again!!" (Britney)

Ms Woo: DON'CH BE RUDE AR!!

Kai Ying: "There she Goes... There she Goes Again~" (Sixpence None The Richer)

Ms Woo: I'm leaving now!!

Class: "BYE BYE BYE!!" (*NSYNC)

RED CROSS WEST DISTRICT NCO CAMP 2003

got back frm my camp today..red cross west district nco camp 2003...tiring..haha..but fun. on monday, i woke up at 6.30am cuz we need to report at red cross campsite by 9am. and since the journey was like..1-1 1/2 hr, so have to wake up early..

DAY 1

got to campsite and chatted with some of the friends as there's still some time left. we fall in in groups at 9am. shi wei ma'am asked for a day-i/c..i looked around..no one voluteer..then i juz volunteer.no idea why..kekeke..maybe cuz if no one volunteer..donno how long we have to stand in the parade square..so ermz..i volunteered..and took attendance..more than 1 hr...why?? cuz the number of cadets isn't the same..how come?? cos one of the cadets came late..so his name wasn't mark..den 2 of the 3 cadets frm AES, said that their teacher-in-charge didn't send in their names for the camp. ok that's fine. what's next?? the number still different..why?? cos of one cadet..also frm AES..his name wasn't send for the camp, and he said his name was sent..urgh!! have to do the total strength and present strength whole lotsa times!! sigh..we unpacked our stuff frm our bags and placed them nicely on our left and checked that we brought everything on the list..muz the instructors do that?? urghz...waste time...as if we need to bring 3 t-shirts for a 3-day, 2-night camp..i mean it's fine the camp is longer and i only used 1 t-shirt from what i've brought..-.-" wast my energy and time...and my washing powder and everything..

after that, we went to our bunks and cleaned them up..wiped the windows and the beds..and covered the matresses with bedsheets and pillow cases for the pillow (DUHZ!!) lolz..then had an emergency exercise..we ewnt all over the campsite serching for casualties..had 3 alive and 3 dead..too long to say abt it so i shall skip that..then i've got to choose a new day i/c..heez..one of the sirs asked why.. erz...wellz..the camp overall-i/c and 2nd overall-i/c were also frm ndp this yr..so dorlisa ma'am, the o i/c, told him that during ndp, Benedict and i were always in charge of everything..hee.. so i think she said she is tired of me being i/c everytime..i heard it then i was like controlling my laughter and she saw that..cause she told him," she also know that herself cuz she's laughing away.." keke..then i chose Wei Kiat, frm my former group, to be the day i/c..keke..is it counted as sabotage?? wellz, anyway, juz feel happy for him and myself too, of course..cuz my back hurts..i donno..fell down a few days ago..on the same spot of my back..sigh..

we had lunch after that evac thingy. rice, steamed chicken and soup. one word: NICE!! except for the rice..cos it was hard..wellz..at least the instructors were nice to cook for us..isn't it?? had footdrill lesson, outdoor activities lesson after that. we were taught on how to read map and use a compass and stuff..quite fun, actually. finally, we had our dinner. again, instructors cooked for us. THANK YOU, INSTRUCTORS!! and then it was game time and evac lesson. wellz, not really an evac lesson but it's like brushing up on human-stretcher method, using a stretcher and we were taught on how to use a so-called portable stretcher. after that, we were shown on how to operate the bed or stretcher (whatever you called it..forgotten the name..) in the ambulanceand stuff like that until 10+ and had our supper..green bean soup..which tasted erz..horribly..it's fine but too guey..so when it's thick then it's kinda disgusting?? whateva..anyway, after that, we had OTOT (own time, own target) until 11pm, i think.. lights out.

DAY 2

we fall in at 6am and had PT for don't know how long and waited for around 1 hr until 8am for our breakfast-porridge and milo..nice..heez...then we had lesson regarding our aim and stuff for our unit, and were taught on how to plan for a 30-week sessions for different stuff like outdoor activites, footdrill, and lotsa stuff. and had footdrill after that followed by footdrill theory about the parade procedures and commands. after that, we packed our belongings back to our harvest sack and cleaned the area that we have to. it's around 7-8pm when we set off for east coast park for bbq..we brought all our belongings and walked for 2 1/2 hr..why?? cos we seemed to have walk the long route instead of the shorter route..plus we have walk the wrong ones afew times..anyway, if we take the shorter one, we would reach there abt 1/2 to 1hr..and we had bbq for dinner..it's already 10 plus..we stayed around till 2am and shouted our cheer and set off for the bridge to catch the sunrise. unfortunately, i heard from others that there's a construction going so they can't make it. instead they hiked to stadium and then to red cross hq. sad..i can't finished the whole hike..cuz the bottom of my spine hurtz..same place as before..and it affects my walking..OUCH!!! so i was like..in the ambulance..sigh..sad sad..den later there were more casualties..around 3 more..the ambulance was filled with bags, bags and more bags after a while. i think they took a bus, that's why, all the way to hq. we got there at 6.30am.

DAY 3

ok..day 3..i shall start frm 6.30am onwards..lolz..since we got hq at 6.30 am, and we were only suppose to leave at 9am, most of us ate some stuff left-over frm the bbq. i didn't cuz don feel like eating, so i skipped everything and since we can only leave at 9am, most of us, or should i say all of us, including the instructors, were like sleeping in the Haw Par Hall until de-brief time..after de-brief, wei ling and i went home together and we were sleeping all the way back to yew tee, i woke her up and i alighted cuz she will be alighting at cck, the next stop. it's around 11am when i had my lunch at yew tee food court. and went home. i bathed straight away and i juz slept in the living room. gosh..how tired i am!! lolz..

anyway, that's abt it..juz wanna sleep now..tata!!

???

Can someone tell me what's going on?
What I thought I felt, was it totally wrong?
I thought you were someone true,
but in one week, we were through.
You lied, you cheated, you did me bad,
but don't think you left me sad.
'Cause I didn't like you anyways.
I used you in too many ways.
Your best friend... I was with him too.
Your cousin- we're not even through.
So how does it feel to be on the other end?
You thought it was me,
but it was you in the end.

Shortly After Midnight

Shortly after midnight
into your room I go
And stand there gazing down at you
with eyes that love you so
Your head upon the pillow
your arms down at your side
Your lips in a faint smile
then next to you I slide

I kiss your eyelids softly
run fingers through your hair
I feel your breath upon me
do you know I'm there?
I put my arms around you
and hold you, oh so near
I whisper of my love for you
although you cannot hear

I cherish ev'ry moment as
I hold you close, my dear
For time goes by so quickly
and morning's almost near
Tho' you won't know I've been there
with you throughout the night
My love for you is ever close....
as darkness is to light