Sunday, September 23, 2012

看破紅塵。。。

可能吧。。 看破紅塵。。 感覺上,好像真的不能再愛上人了。喜歡一個人,我想我還能做得到,不過如果有一天,哥哥們問我是否愛上了人,我會說不可能。哥覺得是因為往古,造成了恐懼,導致心裏建造了圍墻。

恐懼,可能也可能不。雖然有枕邊人的感覺真的很棒,不過不一定需要在一段戀情裏。宗旨只是有人陪伴而已。

Sunday, September 16, 2012

7th month is over!!

Ghost festival is finally over!! Goodness, i had been eating, drinking, eating, drinking.. alcohol consumption is HUGE!! hahaha~ but it's with dad and his colleagues, so all is still good. ^_^

Last round was on Friday, 2 tables for SMRT @ Kaki Bukit Crescent. We were the noisiest of all.. LOL~ we didn't create a scene or anything, just highest level of enjoyment.. other tables were affected by our enjoyment anyway. Saw uncle Chow finally!! Last time i saw him was during my wedding... uncle Soh & Tok as well. ^_^ Uncle Chow got aimed like mad... by me, dad, SK Lim, Steven, Vincent, etc. practically 3/4 of the our 2 tables.. he's quite "high" when we were leaving, i think carlsberg is not his type...
Anyway, the moment we were there, the next table started to get my attention, i siam & siam.. so whenever dad & uncles went for a smoke, i'll just go with them even though i don't smoke... but Bro Steven still nudged at me and said "next table is calling for u".. i was like "i know!!! i siam already... u still... -.-". For the entire event, that table was action-packed, trying all ways & means to get my view.. LOL! I think prolly is caused by my own enjoyment of drinking with my dad's colleagues cum friends via emptying glasses of beer at 1 go.. =P so it became that they were cheering for me for all my empty glasses.. hahaha!! I had totally no idea how much i drank when dad asked me.. =P

Near end of event, one of the guys came over & said wanna jio a glass with me, i'm already having my round with uncle chow anyway so i kinda ignored him, so uncle Lam went over his table after that and said "u wanna drink with her? Can. You drink with me first." ROFL~ Epic, he didn't come over in the end.. wahahaha!! And he still asked Chow if we are going for 2nd round when i'm beside him, Chow was like "2nd round? 我要回家了..." haha~ he asked Chow to bring me go... he replied can, only if he agrees. Then i added all must agree then can.. That guy was like, "wah.. so difficult to ask you out ah?" replied was "of course" ROFL!!

All of us were talking about this in the bus to Eunos.. hhaha!! I was telling dad that that group action-packed only... Uncle Lam asked them they don't dare already... if really 2nd round, Uncle Lam & Peter will definitely make sure they KO..flat.. hahha!!

Went koptiam for tcss after that, all were continuing 1-2 mugs of beer except for 门神, sis pauline & me with my teh o kosong. ^_^ The best alcohol-get-lost drink for me..

The happiest 7th month!!

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

not in a good mood..seriously.

Phone's screen is crashed... like spider web... dropped it screen down onto walkpath and *bamm* Happened in the morning during C7 site walk... what an awesome event to start my day, seriously.

Next thing. I'm really unhappy about someone. What? An eye for an eye? You bloody got it. Indeed, I made you angry, so angry. But i apologised. Now, i merely asked for an opinion for a photo and i'm being ignored. You are busy, and i understand that perfectly. But at least let me know that you ain't free or it's not convenient so I won't wait for your reply like an idiot cause it matters. You matter. The heck with this...

Anyway, am getting Ryan to re-touch 1 photo... i love it so much that i wanna post it up... but there's a certain thing to be hidden... =P

Saturday, September 08, 2012

Dream photoshoot is done...

I managed to get it done... Still don't believe i really did it!! hahah~ what an awesome experience though it was tiring to wake up at 5.30am which i don't even wake up so early for work.. (>.<), makeup & hairdo, and the entire shoot took almost 6 hours till 2+pm. BIG special thanks to Lavania for giving her full support on this, doing my makeup & hairdo and driving me to Jayvis's place, Ryan & Jayvis for making this come true and their patience and waking up so damn early cause of this *_*
well, i've got 1 wish done, so if i'm gonna die tomorrow, at least i'll die with 1 lesser regret.. ^_^

and now it's time for... anxiety!! A dance performance tonight for Jaya's friend's 60th birthday.. and it's my very first choreo.. my god!!! Anxiety level risens!! Hope it goes well and hope they like it...