Whatever you want it to be... it all depends on you

Humans live with numerous faces in their whole lives, by going under the knife, or within them.

It's alright if someone went under the knife several times as whatever within them still remains. For those who live with different faces as a non-physical aspect, the bearer will have to keep up with it. It's tiring, but they chose the path. Nobody asked them to. And no, they can never stop. Once you started, you can't stop. It's not addiction, but if you do stop, all that were said and done will be burnt to ash. You might as well pray that you'll be burnt to ash as well.

But, it's a process how one will look at it with temptation. Yes, nobody will know the actual face of yours, the REAL YOU. All that were shown are merely facades, which can be fabricated as many as you want. You can own different types of lives you want.

For some, somehow, they are in desperate need for it. Like oxygen to life, blood to vampires and demons. It leads unwanted attention away from your real life, life that nobody will have to know about.

To study humans, you can never trust them.

KL KL KL!!!

I"m @ KL!! it's been donkey years since my last visit.. =P Just had our dinner @ e hotel's restaurant since they're having a seafood buffet. ^^ David's sleeping now.. he's been awake since yesterday 9+pm just to drove me home after class... Met with his friend (forgot his name... AGAIN.. =.=!!) @ 1+am to start our journey to KL. He's having an engine transplant from 1E to 3E. Unlike changing to 4E, the difference with 3E is pretty minimal, time taken will be shorter compared to 4E.

Drove to Danny's WS 1st thing we got to KL to park our friend's car, sent him to Pasa Rayat since he gotta rush back to SG for a wushu performance. Went to meet Ivan for our car's cruise control. And since Msia doesn't have Honda Civic 1.8 for Manual (they only have auto here), we couldn't get our cruise control done today after being there from 0930hrs to 15++hrs. But no fret since we're only lacking of a relay, we'll have to get back tomorrow to his place to get it done.

Btw, I've got a new laptop Asus U33Jc. Wanted to get U43Jc at first, but it's heavier so i changed my decision instead. ^^ And it's a 8-cell batt life, can keep it running @ top performance for 5 hours non-stop. Unless it's @ power-saving mode, it's a totally different story. ^^

Work & sch life's good and getting better every single second. The best thing of my job? I don't have Monday blues anymore, and everyday is a happy day of working life!! wahahhaha~~

Just got back from today's class... It was a busy but fruitful week, i even spent the whole week @ PB (except for tue), can you imagine?? hahahss...
Mon: Meeting w FOSTA
Tue: C5&6 Progress Meeting w PUB
Wed: Meeting w TCs
Thu: Supposedly to meet w SCDF, but cancelled
Fri (today): meeting w LTA

Though the meeting was supposed to be @ 0900hrs on Monday, FOSTA forgotten about it, so was only able to start @ 1100 hrs. I just went to class directly from PB.

Tue's meeting's @ PUB ofc, as usual, till 4 plus.. talked to IE's PMs on some issues, left out my DPM & RE...they rejected my invitation when were asked to join us.. =P

Wed's meeting w TCs @ 1030 & 1400... somehow or rather, 1030's ended faster than expected, ended up walking to taka from ENV, lunch, walked around kino, and back to ENV for 1400 meeting.. =.= i'm pretty ps about the scheduled meeting time arranged by yours truly... =P

Thurs is a huge mistake... we didn't even need to meet w SCDF, but somehow or rather it was arranged. gotta cancelled w e mgmt in e end. though i did some work @ PB, i'd still prefer my own ofc.. ^^ but it's still a blessing in disguise.. david drove me home!!! WahahHHAHAHHAhaha~~!!!

Met w LTA officers in e late pm, dinner @ Bugis, & to class. Apparently, someone was "harping" about me being late for class during dinner. =.= i even got the time to wait for my sch's free shuttle service, ogayz? hahahss!! Had porridge for dinner, and e portion is freakin' huge!! i was kinda speechless when i saw it, but glad that i had someone to share it with ^^. It's good, by the way... satisfaction. ^^

here it is, my working days of this week... and next week's packed as well, though it's only 2 days till date...

and we have yet to get our results for last papers.. damn u, MDIS, why are u being such a snail...??!!!

Thoughts..

Am posting this entry while lying in my bed.... can't sleep though.... things happened to my darling in school, but at least it was solved. Babe, miss u lots, dearie!!!

Just thinking if I'm too independent...seems to me that I no longer know how to rely on others... I was being asked today to share some of my workload. Though I really wanted to, I just don't know how to rely on people anymore. No doubt my work is stressful to a certain extent (which job isn't), but I'm enjoying the stress.... workaholic?? I don't know.... but I do know that it keeps things off my mind when I need e least of 'em.

Xmas is reaching pretty fast, not sure if it'll be e same as previous years, going to Granduncle's for Xmas celebration...

Hope all is well for everyone!!