Friday, December 08, 2006

gaWd... N95 is coming soon in Singapore..... of course no chance to use it with ma voucher, so i'll be gettin' my D900 first, wait till N95 is out.. and zoom!! gonna buy!!!! i dont care how much it costs... i will have it.. i MUST have it!!! muAhahha!!

anywayz, i'm waiting till end of this month.. around 23 to 29 or 31st to get the new one.. hoping for the price to drop.. heheh. but i cant wait lar.... siGh~

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

my mobile was in my cat's drinking bowl yesterday... *siGh*...

was actually thinking of trading that with my voucher to get a new phone during december, now can only use the voucher cuz my phone is dead...

superbly sian diaoz.... even more sian diaoz is, my contacts are saved under phone memory, not sim card... how now??

it's not that i'll die without a phone, but i'll die if my contacts are gone....

SIGH.......

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.
She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.
He's always there for her.
She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.
One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.
Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"
The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too, and refused to marry him.
Her boyfriend walked away in tears, and laterwrote a letter to her saying. "Just take care of my eyes, dear."

This is how human mental thoughts changes when their status changed.
Only few remember what life was before, and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word
Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food
Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife
Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life
Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children
Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someone didn't clean or sweep
Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive
Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job
Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
Put a smile on your face and thank God you're alive and still around.

Life is a gift
Live it
Enjoy it
Celebrate it

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

THEY ARE HERE!! THEY'RE HERE!! BORADWAY'S THE PHANTOM OF THE OPERA IS HERE!!!

OH MAN!!! i've been waiting for this musical all my life!! and thy're finally here!! in Singapore!! yAy!!!! i'll watch it and i dont give a damn abt the price... muAhaha!!!

Monday, November 06, 2006

erm... seems like there's nothing for me to rant about. and yes, i haven't upload the pictures of Thailand.. i feel SOOOOOOO shitty... and i HATE sharon.. go to hell, bitch.. why cant you just leave my guy alone, you pathetic lil' slug... or should i say slut? Why do you have to bother him/us when he doesn't even bother to pick up your calls, reply your sms, blah blah... get a life lar...

i got a voucher of $150 from M1.. yAy!! can change hp ler.. but not now la, maybe dec since the voucher lasts till 31 dec 06.. muahah!! but will transfer EVERYTHING from my current phone to the comp, then to my future phone.. heheh.. got voucher then dont waste lar.. haha!!

Friday, October 27, 2006

how is my test today? still able to cope. i'm only sure that 2 marks since i wrote the wrong definition. supposed to write def. for drug addiction, but i wrote the one for drug abuse instead.
anyway, i've got my holiday for tmr due to the celebration of Hari Raya. so no school for tmr.. Yay!!

maybe i'll meet up with mom tmr....

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

i'm having flu!!! damn, right? having beh sci test tmr, and i'm down with a flu.
bloody heck, dont feel like studying for test... argh!! but still have to study, no matter what...
anyway, went to val & phoenicia's wedding on sunday,and i sprained my ankle during the dinner, so i just removed my heels and was walking bare-footed. what kind of choice do i have...
had a hang-over on the monday during school.. thank god it's only a 1/2 day till 12 noon, if not, i really had no idea how to carry on the rest of my lectures in the afternoon all the way till 6pm.

hasn't been keeping contact with alvin these months... maybe we're both busy with our own things and neglected each other. his birthday's 2 days later. i always remember his birthday, and i still remember he likes OP tshirt.. heh~ but since he started servign his NS, we haven't been meeting since i was admitted. oh well... that's life, i guess...

bought gingerbread man charm and rolling stones charm from patricia recently, haven't got the latter one yet. but it hink it should be nice. i never doubted pat's creativity in all this artistic stuff, she just has the talent. kinda envy of her, but i just can't sit down and do stuff like she does, except for jigsaw puzzles... so i guess it really depends on individual.
i still don't have the to meet up with her about my cupid charm.. lOl~ gotta ask a favour from her again, to fix it...

oh well, i guess it's time for mugging. May the force be with me!!

Monday, September 04, 2006

this's the 2nd week, also my last week @ AMKH.
ths staff's nice, everyone's nice, except for the limitations that we can/cannot do.
most of the things that we're able to do @ acute, hosp, we ain't allow to do @ AMKH, because the pts are different.
pts who are @ AMKH are for rehab purposes, means about 90-95% needs help or supervision moving around. so most of the time, we'll have to ask SN/EN for help moving pts; minority of the pts need supervision getting around.

btw, i've got one GOOD news about SPI. i promised not to say, so i shall not mention.
anyway, i truly wish SPI all the best, but from my point of view, i doubt they'll last long, since it is totally without any SOP, thus, any society/business group, etc without SOP never last long, so let's see what they got.
as a matter of fact, the society is getting bad to worse since the day it becomes a society. just look at what kind of activities and elites/committee members they've got, and you'll know what i mean. it's just so obvious that the committee itself is full of politics. not only me, some other members are saying this themselves.
i suppose i've given up all hope on them.

Tuesday, August 01, 2006

i'm @ O&G ward 42 for my 2nd week of attachment, also my last week @ this ward. I went delivery suite yesterday, and was @ the nursery today.

Didn't had alot to do for yesterday. was lucky to see 2 normal deliveries in the morning. was supposed to witness 1 caesarian, but due to some miscommunication, i wasn't able to... abit sad though...

anywayz, today's quite busy @ the nursery. learnt how to bathe, take apex beat for the infants, etc.

tmr till fri will be back @ the normal ward again... i guess it will be very very busy, cus there'll be only 2 students outside, one @ each team. wish me luck!!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

YohoO!! i went genting again.. was there from 7-11 july... i have uploaded all the pics, including the previous trip @ my photo album. do take a look if you want.
i sprained my L. ankle yesterday night after watching pirates of the caribbean: dead man's chest. show recommended, together with superman returns. that guy's not bad, but i still prefer christopher reeve.. hehheh.

currently, i'm waiting for spiderman 3 to be shown around later part of this yr, and pirates of the caribbean 3 next yr. but to be truthful, i can't wait!!! omg.... i truly can't wait for these 2 to be shown...

anywayz, after yesterday's show, i sprained my L.ankle... bloody hell.... it's a major sprain. went to TTSH for xray, luckily no # if not sure die.
was thinking how to go back to sch on Monday... confirm must take cab.. there go my money again... siGh.

Friday, June 30, 2006

This entry is dedicated to my friend, 阿鸿, who left us on 29th June 2006, with loving memory.
We'll always remember the joy and laughter we had together. We'll miss you, my friend. Always.


朋友

這些年 一個人 風也過 雨也走
有過淚 有過錯 還記得堅持什麼
真愛過 才會懂 會寂寞 會回首
終有夢 終有你 在心中

朋友 一生一起走 
那些日子 不再有
一句話 一輩子 一生情 一杯酒
朋友 不曾孤單過 一聲朋友 你會懂
還有傷 還有痛 還要走 還有我

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

my last posting was... more than a month ago?? i'm just too busy to post.... exam's just next week.
i went genting few weeks ago... there's been a major change since my last visit... 10 years ago?? anywayz, it's been a great fun over there... will post pics when i'm free... my photo album, of course.

will be going again after my exam, during my hols. everything's fine.. just the food is a lil' exp... well, too exp. but ok lar.... go there is have fun and enjoy, right?

1st time going to casino... muahahha!! but there's nothing there... really have no idea how come some people is able to stuck in there for hours and hours?? that's total crazy!!!
anywayz, we left that idiotic place after winning 300 bucks. had enough of that place already.

went to *Scape last Sat, helped out Pat for her amberjewels stall. not bad for 1st-timers... we actually sold 32 items!! anywayz, there's a market spoiler, selling stuff @ 90cents.. crapz, isn't it? sandra n me went around the whole place, it's not that we're bias, but we still think that Pat's stuffs are the most original. i mean, other booths are like using the same designs, but just change the colours of different earrings... Pat's is every individual earrings are different, totally.. that's the reason of me being her big buyer... :P

anywayz, everything ended around 7-7.30pm, she treated us to Pastamania...yUmmy~

i went for my follow-up with KKH yesterday, and TTSH today. will be going for U/S 1 month later, and going back to TTSH 2 months later.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

i got myself a kitten.. after so long!!!!
was viewing catswelfare.org last week, saw mocha posted on 09 may, so i emailed cats welfare regarding the adoption. The foster family of Mocha emailed me that i was too late.. by 2 hours... lOl~

then went up again and saw Stormy posted on 15th may. when i saw his pic, i was totally stuck to it... lOl~ but i wasn't having high hope though, as he's such cute cat with brilliant color of fur...

anywayz, i'm surprised to recieve an email that fast from Mandy and Lawrence, the foster parents, on tues morning. So dear went to call Mandy as i have to prepare for school. Then all agreed to go over to their house at later evening...

After school, went back to amk for a while, then met up with Khai (Fedora) for a chat. My condolesence, my fren... Stay strong.
the 3 of us went to cactus cresent to take a look @ stormy. We stayed more around 2 hours chatting and playing with the kitten... hahah~~ playful and curious cat... VeRy.
then got to know that Lawrence stayed @ at the 343.. we're @ 344. a small world indeed!!
They're sad that stormy has to go with us... but they can just pop over when they're free~ =D

went to casaurina's around 10 plus, had dinner... prata!!! though i'm done with my milky prata, i only managed to finish hald of my mushroom & cheese prata... but the teh chino ice is still shiOk aR~~~~!!!! LOl~

anywayz, we were kept awake... esp. me by stormy... excited abt the new environment, i guess.
he kept climbing to our bed, rest between dear's legs, then mine, then between my arms... scratched and bit us as he's still teething. he only have the 4 teeth.. the rest are still hidden under the gums. anywayz he kept playing our hair like feathers... lOl~!!!

i guess i shocked him early this morning... i was checking if he's sleeping behind me, then i think he got shocked with my hand over there... Then, i got "attacked".

no choice have to put him back in the carrier lor... he mewed till tired... then knocked out already.. lOl~

dear cut his nails today... too sharp lor... kena sure bleed de... both of us kena already... LOL!!!
anywayz, we've also tried introducing stormy n lulu together... kinda diff lar... one is small and hostile, the other os huge but too friendly.. dotx!!! lulu's actions are abit too swift, so i guess stormy got shock lor...

we tried 3 times today.. the 3rd time better... hope condition will get better everyday!!!
hEe!!!!

i'll just hoped he wont be interested in my hair today... if not tmr i become botak liaoz!!!!

ahaha~ b4 seeing him @ lawrencence's, i knew there's something wrong with his tail, but donno what. when i see him, it's born def. his tail, is like a lightning symbol. well, i still love him, no matter what. i will still love lulu, of course... she's still our family~!!!

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

Hectic week!!! this's my 2nd wk of sch of yr 2.... everyone's still trying to stay alive.... CrAp... have to stay in school the whole bloody day... not even 1 day that we're starting school late..... and not 1 day we're ending class early... damn damn damn....
the timetable's so cramped... still gotta do that stupid geron project.... stupidity... wtf....
dont even have time to have a good sleep now... everyday wake up to bloody hell early... got home to bloody hell late.... siAN~~~

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

went KL & malacca over last weekend too... LoL~~ with paps & deardear.
supposed to fetch papa around 8-9... then me and dear dear dragged till 10 plus.. kekeke...
anywayz, i was sleeping throughout the journey, woke up for the breaks, and went back to sleep again... despite of the super-super bumpy ride... LoL~
paps and dear was basically talking to each other... abt alan aka chucky... lOl~ coincidence worx.. both of them & me actually know the same person...what a small world!!
reached KL around 2 plus 3 in the morning, check in to Mandarin Pacific Hotel.. Family Deluxe Room, CoP. rAte... LoL~ we got the room for 2 nights till sunday.
everyone woke up around 9am.. got ready & went to buy the ma chee @ petaling st from the auntie.. shared 1 box with papa, and drank the soya bean milk with gula melaka in it... SHiOk!!
went down to Ultra Racing after that, stayed there till 5 plus, went to Coliseum Cafe to makan. We ordered 3 Chaterbraun and 3 drinks, 1 oxtail soup for dear. The sizzling steak is marinated and grilled with wine, thus, the price of RM 50++. But the portion is damn big but it's damn damn damn nice!!! i truly recommend it.
The cafe is very near to the Old SOGO in KL. If anyone wants a name card, i can get you one... hee~
Anywayz, i didnt finish mine.. though it was just a tiny piece left... the guys were bloated like balloons... ok, me, too. :P:P
went to petaling st, chee cheong kai to bring papa around see see look look... bought a blue torch for bro, papa got himself a timberland belt, and makan claypot rice n sambal fish again!!! :P i only had a bowl lar... cuz not that hungry... but the guys can really eat!!! LOL!!
finally got my oral-B X-sec. toothbrush in KL...hahah~ i hate colgate toothbrush!!! dad bought 1, while i bought 2 of them.. haha~
then went back to hotel and ZzZzZz till the next day when we checked out, the staff actually gave us back RM205... when we left the counter, we were double chcking the amt of cash we got...
conclusion: we were charge for only 1 night of stay!!
who cares anywayz?? save money... good lor... :P
went to a big shopper's mall for daily necessities, etc... bought alot of stuff over there, really.. it's damn cheap!!
but why is there no oral-B toothbrush?? malaysia dont like Oral-B??
anywayz, we drove down to mid-valley city to walk around, deardear bought a travel charger, i bought a book (dear paid for it... :P) in MPH.
Went around searching for hotel when we got Malacca, but in vain. Called Kelvin from UR then he brought us to the motel... damn deserted... no wonder no clients... :P:P
dont think Kenny will stay there since he's so damn afraid of spiders... cuz u can see spiderwebs n cobwebs and the corners of the room... we got the eco. room for 4 px. cheaper mahz... cuz jsut stayed over for 1 night to sleep only...
next day, we left for the infamous hainanese chicken rice, near malacca pasar malam.
so crowded!!!!!!! thanks to a group of people who were waiting @ 2 corners, they gave us 1 of the tables. Then a couple from Singapore joined us since there were only 3 of us @ the table.
first, we ordered 1/2 chicken (there's only steamed ones) and 3 plates of rice balls.. they looked like fishballs, so please dont get mistaken. & 3 glasses of cold barley drink.
When we have finished, we ordered the same thing again... :P there's alot of people waiting but we were really hungry cuz we only had satay celup for dinner the day b4. but we ate quite fast though... hheheee~
compared this stall to the prrvious one that i went?
this is better... much much better.
the rice ball is not that hard n dry compared to the previous shop, and the chicken was very tender....
these are the stuff that u cant find in singapore... sad, isnt it??
anywayz, we went to tan lim hock for the durian chendol (yummy!!) then went inside to shop around... so damn warm inside... i was sweating like nobody's business.. hahha~
finally, we got our bill done. PhEw!!
And i'm back in Singapore!! Yesterday... hee~
Today's my 1st day of yr.2 in college. tough timetable!! gotta start lesson @ 8am everyday, the earliest release @ 3pm, latest @ 6.
wth right? nope.
there's 2 core modules and 1 add. elective module on nursing.
core mod: Beh. Sci 2 & Patient Care A
Elec mod: Geron (abt elderly)
heard that Geron is damn difficult to study, thus, there's another elective module, SSG (Social SKills & Grooming).
ok, i have no idea what does it got to do with nursing, but i guess it's easier then Geron. Nahz, i didn't opt for that... i'm never good @ make-ups anywayz.. lOl~
tiring day i had, today... *yawnZ*

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

got back frm malaysia on Monday... reached KL on Sat @ 1am, booked in a budget hotel, slept all da way till around 10 plus, went to ultra racing to get those anti-roll bars for UK buyers. was @ there all da way till 7pm. then went chee cheong gai (petaling st???) to makan the claypot rice and sambal stingray.. ShIoK!!!!! then walk walk around, bought our sunglasses... (malaysia damn hot... glaring sun...) then bought a few other things, and went back to sleep till sunday.
was supposed to come back on sunday, but that father of mine asked me to buy kaya durian.. he said @ KL got.
so i went to a shop, asked the staff, "do you sell kaya?"
and he said, "oh kaya we dont have, u can just go 7-11 and buy."
i went ????????????? in my head. so i just thanked the staff and leave. asked my dear where got san shu gong kaya?? then he said malacca products!!! i was like wth... father never say things in full lor.... kaOz...
we went to malacca, makan the chicken rice @ the chicken rice restaurant, went to buy that durian kaya and other stuff, shopped around and he bought 2 skirts for me, i bought 2 pairs of flops myself. supposed to sell @ RM19.95 for one. then i bargain till RM34 for both.. kekekeke!! there goes all my RM... just nice wor.. hahaha~~
stayed one night @ d'village resort @ malacca... he was too tired to drive back lor... so reached singapore around monday afternoon... heeh~
didnt go there to enjoy actually.. just acc him to go there bring the stuff back to singapore, then send to the buyers @ other countries lor...

Friday, April 21, 2006

wohoo!! having my holidays, finally!!!! just went to KL, post dickson & malacca last fri to sun, and i'm going to KL tonight all the way till sun. muahhaa!!! had loads of fun from my last trip. went with david, robin and his family, driving his dad's cefiro. LoL!!! and it's really a heck of a weather during our trip there. It kept raining and raining (those rainy days that you dont have a chance to see in singapore!!!) in the late afternoon. and it's those weather that you cant even see the car in front. rain storm?? close but not that close.. scary!!
anywayz, i met up with pat yesterday evening @ causeway point. had my share of look @ her hand-made earrings for amberjewels. they're so gorgeous!!! so i got a pair each for my bday couzzies, 3 pairs and a band for myself... muahahah!!
i really dont mind buying from her. her designs are truly one-of-a-kind, and it's cheap, considering the price from shops.
ok, it's been yonks since my last wear of studs... since 1 yr ago, i've bee wearing ear sticks. lOl~ dont even mention abt danglings... LoL. i'm happy that i could get pretty ones @ reasonable price, happier for pat abt her amberjewels for more people are buying acessories from her, appreciating her designs. :D:D
reached kor house around 9pm to get my camera back (forgetting abt the cable... -.-) and dropping the present @ fen's room. i'm glad that she likes the earrings i gave her. happie!! cuz it's my very first time buying earrings for others as presents.. hee!!
i'm truly thankful to pat for spending her precious time with me yesterday, showing me her whole collection, helping me to choose for the suitable pairs. we spent 2 hours @ burger king chatting up and choosing... that's us, girls. muahahha!!!

please do support www.amberjewels.blogspot.com !!!!!

Friday, April 07, 2006

this whole week except for Monday, i wasn't @ NUH. Instead, i was @ Geylang Methodist Pri. Sch for school health services for tues & wed, and was @ Toa Payoh Health Care Centre for Rehab services.

During tues, sandya and i were @ AVA room of the sch, for the audiometry screening for the pri sch students. it's quite fun when dealing with the audiometer (tuning the decibels - the volume of the tone; and the frequencies - the pitch of the tone). We learnt quite alot of things abt the audiometry screening, and sinceour project is on that, we spent the rest of the days there.

2nd day @ school: damn tiring... so many pri sch kids.. OmG!! have so much of trouble controlling them. LoL!!! anywayz, we observed scoliosis, immunization, eye screening; participated in height n weight taking, etc. The whole experience is cool.

Had my rehab service @ Toa Payoh's. It's FuN!!! we helped out with serving the food, wiping the tables and chairs, sweeping and mopping then floor, play mahjong with them (can you actually believe it? They are so damn good!!!!!) , and helping them with their exercises.

We had 2 tiring and sweaty days (thanks to the damn weather...) but everything was so fun @ Toa Payoh.

Just wanna say thanks to all staff @ SHS n Toa Payoh Rehab Centre for teaching us a whole lots of things...

"We have joy, we have fun!!"

Thursday, March 16, 2006

i was attached to APU (Acute Pain Unit) like yesterday.. but today was so different from yesterday... very different... yesterday didn't have so much to do... but today was a hell to me and my SN. we had 4 pts, 2 of them had last min transfer.. -.-"" then came in a new pt from 51/25... hell.. then bed 27 bp was damn low.. like 70/40.. 100/40.. bloody low... then was given something by dr. kumar (whose handwriting can be read by anyone.. I MEAN IT) his bp was improving slowly... up too 110/70 when i last took b4 i left. then my bed 26 is very nice... she's nothing wrong.. but her daughter has something wrong... we know that her mother was in pain.. but a slight one, but her heaven daughter was like, " SHE'S IN PAIN!! OW!! IN PAIN IN PAIN IN PAIN.. OUCH!!!" blah blah.... was asked very polite to get out but she refused, of course... not only her, i think her brothers too.... i mean, pain is common since you're in APU right... moreover, it's right after op... for sure there's pain.... the dr's just trying how much pain she was in to prescribe med, the sons was like blah blah... dr then asked them to go out since they cant bear response, and i screened the curtains.. blAhz~
i mean, even nurses see pt in pain also heartache right, but still have to do our job.... so we just have to get them out since they're kinda in the way...

i really really want to have my braces done asap... now sure no money de lor... 4k lei.. how to save when i've got 400 bucks per month: $13 per day. and that $400 is for my hp bills, my shampoo, my body bath, my feminine use, my toothpaste, blah blah.... how to save sia... then next time working sure got money lar, but no time liao lor.... same as to getting my driving license.. wanna get it when i'm still studying, if not, i think i really dont have the time when i started work. it's not like working in the office where u've got weekends off. medical field is that after 2-3 night shifts, then u've got 2 rest days, and it's not always the same day as the previous rest days.....

sian de lehz... how can i ever save enough for braces and driving license sia..... papa sure say he no money de....

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

i saw peter aka vogitlander (i think) from spi today... he came over to my ward regarding a pt in HDU. we had a chat abt spi.... hahah~ i think we're too busy to get involve in it... but it's kinda boring too..... it's all seminar, seminar and more seminar.... people do get bored of it.... i'm currently thinking of quitting spi for good. i really am too tired to get involved in spi already.... it's not that i dont like spi... but i'm just occupied with my sch and attachment... i can't even have the time to go back to my jujitsu... someone just dont believe i dont have the time to go back for training... like gabriel (not gabriel chee.. the other one..)... he just doesn't understand how tired we can be lor... i think nursing students can only understand this ba....

anywayz, i saw benedict too these few days... he joined np, nursing course too. he's @ 43.. opp. 44 only.. haha~ so qiao de worx~

Saturday, March 04, 2006

15 Mistakes women make when having sex: (according to men)



1. BEING PASSIVE - Don't let him undress you and himself. Just help him a little bit: like making the first step. Just because we are men it doesn't mean that we must do all the job.



2. WEARING JEANS OR TIGHT PANTS - It takes time to take off these kind of clothes. Every second counts. Remember one thing: the more time you got, the more rounds you got, and the more rounds you got the more satisfied you get.



3. GOING DOWN HALFWAY - Once you start going down, don't stop at the belly button, keep going or just don't go past the neck at all.



4. CHOCKING HIS CHICKEN - Men feel pain, we are not as tough as you think. No man has a leather dick. You got to be smooth with the dick. Pulling it too hard doesn't make us feel horny, it hurts even though we don't tell you.



5. LICKING HIS EAR TOO MUCH - It's just the same as a dog licking a bitches ass.



6. MOANING LIKE A RUNNER THAT NEEDS AIR -Better moan with style girls cause men love to make fun of girls who can't moan like movie stars. Try not to make much noise when you exhale.



7. SCRATCHING HIS BACK - We don't need no autographs, girls. It does not feel good at all. Depend on the length of nail and how deep you dig them in our backs so keep your nails in you pockets please. If you feel the need to scratch a boys back, either grip the hell out of the sheets or the headboard.



8. LETTING YOUR HAIR FALL IN HIS FACE - Men need air, they breath.



9. JUMPING ON HIPS TO HARD - A man is not a horse so please take it easy unless you got a big booty to take care of the landing.



10. SCREAMING TO LOUD WHEN YOU CUM - Are you crazy? Do you want us to get caught by your parents? Or do you just love seeing me jump through the window butt naked.



11. KEEP YORSELF CLEAN! - Everyone knows that fish is the smell. But we don't have to be smelling it when you take your panties off. Please warn us if you haven't freshened up. And nobody wants to suck on salty dirty titties. Men aren't the only ones who sweat. And we sure don't want you smellin like you work at a fish market either. Make sure your ass is clean!!! No man wants to eat off a dirty plate.



12. MAKE SURE YOUR FEET ARE IN CHECK - Every man has a certain turn on, everything on a woman must be perfect, thats how we like it. Do not, I repeat do not get in bed with us with your feet looking like you were walking bare foot on toxic waste. You know what i am talkin about, nail polish coming off halfway, smelly as hell, uneven toenails, soles feeling like sandpaper. Its hard to perform good foreplay with that. And don't even think about asking us to suck your toes when they look like they have been beaten with a sledge hammer(ugly) and we are not to fonder of unpolished toes either. We like them soft, pretty, and tasty looking.



13. GIVING HEAD - Don't use your teeth!



14. AFTER SEX BROADCASTING - Don't go bragging to your friends saying that you have us so called "whipped" its not cool at all, especially when his friends are around. If a man is "whipped" he won't admit it.



15. KEEP IT REAL - When you're at the point of breakin up, don't wait until then to tell us we didn't knock it right. You know damn well we had you climbing the walls and walking on air.

Friday, March 03, 2006

God sent meTwo Angels



Someone up there loves me
God answered my prayer twice
He sent me two of his sweetest angels
At different times in my life



D. Goh was my good friend
And I fell in love so fast
He appeared such an angel to me
Sweetness unsurpassed



My Angel turned to darkness
He fell and broke my heart
This was never God's plan, I'm sure
For me and my angel to be apart



And so I tried to live on
Without the one I loved
I felt the hurt so strongly
Pain surging through my blood



Where has my angel gone?
Tell me why he fell
To evil and to darkness
And to hurting me as well?



I needed a miracle
Every night I prayed
For God to send an Angel
To ease away my pain



Just when I was most in need
Of love which I had none
I met you, and instantly knew
From heaven you had come



David, sweetest of Angels
Kindest smile I've ever seen
Your words, more full of love
Than the most enchanting dream



Your eyes stare with such radiance
All your thoughts are shown
A thousand thoughts per second
And I can read every single one



You ease all the pains I have
For you know how they feel
Your Angel never loved you
In your eyes pain is revealed



You never before had an Angel
An Angel who would care
I'm the one you've been waiting for
I'm the answer to your prayers



Never before has anyone cared
About me like you do
I've never been anyone's Angel
Until I was one for you



No one else had I ever kissed
The way you kiss me
Your touch, so soft and gentle,
Enchanting, delicate, and sweet



You are the Angel of my dreams
I thank God for you each day
Promise to never fall to darkness
Promise to never go away



I was sent two Angels from above
Yet, the first brought only pain
But you are here to cure the hurt
As I am here for you the same.

Sunday, February 26, 2006

went to the Asia Areospace with deardear today... got up 7.45am but slacked around till 8am then went to bathe. then we drove off to pasir ris then joined the queue for the shuttle bus that's driving to the aerospace @ changi. it is so CROWDED!!!! luckily we got there before noon, then left there around 3,4pm. the air show is damn nice, really.
went to gramophone @ parkway parade, and dear bought quite a number of discs. he said that after being with me, he's stopped buying pirated dvds... is that good or bad??? hahahha~
i'm gonna watch alien vs predator now...
cya!!!

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

oh well, attachment @ nuh has started... tiring days have come once again..... it's my 2nd week of posting @ ward 54... everything seems fine for now..... will be there for 4 wks, then off to surg ward, then to sch service, then to toa payoh's, blah blah.. all da way till 16th apr... which is my hol till 29 apr... if there wont be any changes....

i'm just pure lazy and tired writing my blog.... so tired after attachment... just wanna sleep....
*oink oink*

Sunday, February 19, 2006

TO TURN MEN DOWN



HIM: Can I buy you a drink?
HER: Actually I'd rather have the money.



HIM: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
HER: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.



HIM: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
HER: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice .



HIM: How did you get to be so beautiful?
HER: I must've been given your share.



HIM: Will you go out with me this Saturday?
HER: Sorry. I'm having a headache this weekend.



HIM: Your face must turn a few heads.
HER: And your face must turn a few stomachs.



HIM: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out.
HER: Okay, get out.



HIM: I think I could make you very happy.
HER: Why? Are you leaving?



HIM: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
HER: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.



HIM: Can I have your name?
HER: Why? Don't you already have one?



HIM: Shall we go see a movie?
HER: I've already seen it.



HIM: Where have you been all my life?
HER: Hiding from you.



HIM: Haven't I seen you some place before?
HER: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.



HIM: Is this seat empty?
HER: Yes and this one will be if you sit down.



HIM: So, what do you do for a living?
HER: I'm a female impersonator.



HIM: Hey baby what's your sign?
HER: Do not enter.



HIM: Your body is like a temple.
HER: Sorry, there are no services today.



HIM: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy.
HER: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.



HIM: Where have you been all my life?
HER: Where I'll be the rest of your life - in your wildest dreams.



FORWARD TO WOMEN WHO NEED SOME LAUGHTER AND TO MEN WHO HAVE A SENSE OFHUMOR!

Saturday, February 18, 2006

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Monday, February 13, 2006

Why Do You Love Me???



Why do you love me;
What have I ever done?
What have I ever said to you
That told you I was the one?



What is it about me
That makes you want me so much?
Is it the words I speak,
Or is it in my touch?



Why do you love me
When I act the way I do?
Why would you wanna stick around...
Is it because I love you too?

Saturday, February 11, 2006

MASTER LIFE, DON'T LET IT MASTER YOU



Some people are successful in mastering life,



while others permit life to master them.



There is a split in you that is very clear:



a part of you knows what you should do,



and a part of you does what it feels like doing.



Don't let passion drive you, let reason hold the reins.



Resistance is your thoughts transformed into feelings.



If you change the thoughts that create the resistance,



there is no more resistance.



Understand these opposing forces warring within you,



and you can be the master of your life.
The Love We Share


I lie awake and dream of you,
lost and confused,
not knowing what to do.



I dream of your smile,
that seems to always brighten my day.
And those gorgeous eyes,
I could never let get away.



The day we first met,
was a beautiful Friday night.
I knew in my head,
it was love at first sight.



You're all the memories,
I can never forget.
With never a thought,
of having any regret.



Here lately, you seem to be,
all the wishes I make.
Loving you, is just a chance,
I will surely have to take.



But last night I cried.
I want nothing but you,
forever by my side.



Recently, you offered me a place,
forever in your heart.
That place, somehow seemed,
to have reached my deepest, inner part.



So, the next time you kiss me,
remember to kiss with lots of care.
Because I also have feelings,
for this perfect love we share.

Friday, February 10, 2006

Unpretty
by Joni E.



As I walk by you in the halls
You act like you don't know me
You must have no 'couth' at all
Only the real guys see me,
only you see me as... unpretty.



When we're all alone
you and me layin' side by side
you tell me how unpretty I am.
You look at me, eye to eye
Only you see me as... unpretty.



When I look into the mirror I see me.
Then I look closely and all I see,
is the girl that you want me to be.
Only you see me as... unpretty.



When we go shopping together,
you point out all the girls you like.
Then you tell me....
"You need to look like her."
Only you see me as... unpretty.



When we're around your friends,
you crack jokes about me.
My anger seems to extend.
My love for you seems to bend.



As time goes by
I realize more and more
You don't care about me
You care about my looks.
Only you see me as... unpretty.



But now that you are gone
I don't see myself as unpretty.
I see myself as... beautiful.

Thursday, February 09, 2006

A Life Complete


I lie here thinking of you,
thinking of your eyes,
thinking of your smile,
tossing and turning,
I cannot sleep,
my life without you wouldn't be complete.



I love you so much,
your kiss and touch.
They say love never lasts,
but I'm gunna' change what's happened in the past.
Between me and you, love will last,...
Nothing can change that.



As I lie here thinking of you,
as I think of your eyes,
as I think of your smile,
as I toss and turn, I cannot sleep,
I wonder how my life would be,
if we were never to meet?

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

For my gorgeous friends and collegues... snippets & wise words frm Ms Oprah Winfrey taken frm her show.



1. If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.



2. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior.



3. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.



4. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is Better.



5. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy.



6. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend.



7. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is.



8. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better.



9. The only person you can control in a relationship is you.



10. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently?



11. Always have your own set of friends separate from his.



12. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up.



13. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.



14. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within.



15. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are... even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less.



16. Never let a man define who you are.



17. Never borrow someone else's man.



18. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you.



19. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you.



20. All men are NOT dogs.



21. You should not be the one doing all the bending ...compromise is a two way street.



22. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.



23. You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary.



24. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right.



25. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted.



26. Never move into his mother's house.



27. Never co-sign for a man.



28. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others.



Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll makes someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them.



Cheers!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

HASH(0x8dc97a8)
You are a fairy.
You are sweet and cute. You love your home in

the forest or woods and if someone is lucky

enough to stumble upon you, you can grant

them whatever their hearts desire. You find

your peace in nature and love to be around

animals in their natural habitat.




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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

HASH(0x8f5e208)
You have a dark witches/wizards blood. You are

powerful and a lot of people confuse you and

the light witches/wizards. You are kind,

gentle, and open minded but can have a

temper. You are very powerful and that is why

people categorize you as the dark

witch/wizard. You use your abilities wisely.


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Friday, January 20, 2006

HASH(0x8ddd948)
Dreamer Faerie
You are the Dreamer Faerie. You are extremely

thoughtful, and sometimes outgoing. Most of

the time, however, you prefer working alone

rather than with others. You are also

creative and have an overall friendly

personality.

Wings: Gray and red
Power: Dreams/wishes
Sexual appeal: Some people think you act a

little childish, but incidentally many guys

find this very attractive (as long as you

don't overdo it, of course).
What you look for in a guy: To you, the

ideal man would be very tall, dark-haired and

blue- or green-eyed. You need someone fun to

hang out with but at the same time a partner

that you can engage in intelligent

conversations.


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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

HASH(0x8c92aa0)
Your main element is air, kinda fitting too... You

have a bubbly personality, and are almost

always laughing...
You have a more serious side to you though, and can

be very down to Earth when it is nesasary...
Weapon: Tsutai Fan

Martial Art: Ju-Jitsu

Quote:"Laughter is the

greatest form of medicine, plus it's

free..."



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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

The Magic
You reflect the magic of the spirit. You are a

mystical person who values the magic in life.

You enjoy the beauty in almost everything;

every sound, smell, touch, taste. Although

you find yourself pulled back to reality by

the pollution of earth, this a very lovely

quality to have, for there isn't much magic

left.

Please rate high ;-)


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Monday, January 16, 2006

mellow
Description: Your inner soul is very mellow.

You're very laid back and pretty much enjoy

life! You're quite an average person, you

enjoy hanging out with your friends, but also

making sure you're doing alright in

school/work. You love to have fun and laugh,

but you're also quiet at times and just like

to soak in the pleasure of simple things. You

have a pretty good life going on and if I

were you, I wouldn't trade it for anything

else :)


+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+


Quote: Life is a bowl full of cherries

(unknown)


+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+


Poem Verse:


Smile for me dear, dont get down

Catch yourself a rainbow

And stick it in your pocket

You can look at it any time you like

(Sean Hart)


+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+


Symbol: A leaf (full of life)


+~+~+~+~+~+~+~+



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Sunday, January 15, 2006

heh~ i got new heels on friday... went to meet up with mom n bro @ parkway.. 1st makan.. then continue with shopping. since i got new clothing in KL, mom bought new heels for me instead... muahah....i wanna get the skirt at S&K.. price is 35 bucks... thinking thinking.. lOL~

thursday went shopping with amirah.. bought a handbag @ fond hugs for the price of 30 bucks. the bag's chio. man!!
updated my wishlist already... more movies...!!!
" so what you're his girlfriend, you dont have the right to interfere. you are just another CHEAP WOMAN in his life. GOOD LUCK TO YOU."

i really regret not replyin her this since he dont want me to reply, "at least i'm a woma,. way-off better than some people that is so cheap to go steady with a guy who is 6 years younger, and got dumped few days later but still not letting it go. A woman is someone who is able to let go of her past relationships, so can i say that u aren't even a real woman? YES, I CAN."

She asked him not to bring me along, but too bad, i've to go home and get my books before meeting her.

Another regret of mine, not going up to the life lobby and wait for her, i told him i wanted to see how she looks like, and he asked me to stay in the car.

i'm an extreme person. I can be very nice and sweet to you, but i can also turn ugly towards you. I'm regretting that i can't fulfil the 2 things above. I really regret. but what caused it? SOMEONE. why on earth must i have to listen to him? i'm not born to listen to him, am i?

He said he doesn't like the way i am now because whatever he said, i'll shoot him back, not giving him respect. but does he ever think or even just consider what causes me to be like this? that bitch called me a CHEAP WOMAN, and "aiya, dont care lar.." is what you can say?? you own girlfriend is being called as a CHEAP WOMAN. can't you say something better? hell for you, i said. HELL FOR YOU. Jackass.

whatever you want, i try to get you as a present even though i will be short of money for school. wherever you go and you asked to be accompanied, i try my best to go with you. whenever you have a coffee chat, even though how much i really dont wish you to go cuz i really wanted to be with you more, i still said, "Okay." I tried to let you have and do whatever you want so that you can be happy even though the one that is suffering is me.

i know you're on MC now, but even if you're working, i dont want you to shower me with presents everytime, a present will jsut do the trick for some occasions, and i'm not asking for those expensive ones. i rather have a cheap and practical present than those. i dont want you to bring me to fanciful places to have dinner everytime. I'm never interested in your money in any way even though i'm schooling and you're working.

since talking to guys on the phone make you jealous, i tried not to call as much already. i've already did the best of what i can to make you happy, let you have whatever things you want in you life. i give you my opinions when you needed some.

what i need is abit more understanding. i need more care and concern than anyone. i really need more reassurance than anyone. i'm sick and tired of being backstabbed, 2-time, and all the nonsense.

do you think i like myself to be so bitchy? i dont. i really dont. i'm like this because something caused it and i'm offended. but what can i do otherwise? being nice after getting all these nonsense? i cant, really cant. and i cant keep what i'm thinking to myself any longer. i'll definitely go bonkers, DEFINITELY. thankful to have a public blog, but able to keep some entries as private too.

if you can't accept the fact that i'm like this, i cant change. Since we can't get along, i guess there's no point being together then.

Saturday, January 14, 2006

oh my goodness... this is crap.. i'm beocming more n more bitchy... i guess that's a good thing.. muAHah!! anywayz, since i'm been recieving more and more nonsense in my 17 years of life, it's not too bad to have abit'a bitchiness inside.

whatever....i'm goin' crazy anyway... so bloody hell stress.... i dont even know what i'm stress... how moronic is that... whatever!!!! this is pure hell... okie....

oMg!!!!! maybe i'm still not ready for a relationship yet. damn it.... just dont have the mood to do anything now... darn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

what am i supposed to do...... haven't seen ah pek for a long long time..... then i cant tell him my problems.... i'm stuck... i'm confused..... it's so meaningless.... ah pek, where are you???? i really need you now.... guan yim ma ma, where are you too?? how can i tell you all the stuff when i dont see you........ma ma.... pls... help me........................ i need you!!!!!!! all of you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thursday, January 12, 2006

i'm not posting this entry... just to get this fucking matter of my chest... btw, dear, i'm sorry that i saw your sms when i'm playing billard from your phone just now...

what the fuck is this... you know that he has a gf right... he already told her... then why did you still send him a MMS saying "I MISS YOU" fuck sia... i'm NOT DEAD okie.... i'm still WELL ALIVE N KICKING!!!

if he say meet end of this month, so be it lar... why does she have to say in the sms "can we meet up this few days? i can't wait till end of the month." i mean what the fuck does she think she is? so what if you've got something to pass to my dear?? can't you just WAIT?? who the fuck do you think you are? for god's sake, he's got a gf already, ME. why cant u just jolly well step aside?? i know you guys are collegues and friends. but you can't blame me for being this bitchy and dominative. i mean, i ain't that kind of all-control girl, but which lady won't be if some other woman sms or mms your guy that she miss him? when the hell did i ever mind when you went for coffee chat with your friends? fuck.

friends are important. THIS I KNOW, OF COURSE. but what a thing to say that i dont want to lose a friend. FINE. lose me then!! just bloody hell fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but i know u find her irritating... but why can't you just bloody tell her?? not replying her sms is not a way okie...

ARGH!! Fuck lar... why do you have to come in... why cant you just keep your own bitchy ass to yourself?? i've got enough stress already.... why do you have to come and irritate esp. me of all people you know???

GET A LIFE!!!
2 of behavioural science tests and 2 phase test are finally over... i'm done with tests... now i'm jus left with my exam, which is on 23rd n 25th of jan... monday n wed.

for the whole of next week, i'm free!!! well, actually it's revsion week.. but can stay at home lar... no need for sch.. ahaha~ then the week after my exam, it's a hol again!!! muAhaha!!!

which means, i'm on hol frm 14th to 22th jan (this sat to next sun), and 26th jan to 5th feb (thurs to sun). COOL!!!!

Monday, January 02, 2006

yoYoz~

Happy New Year!! though i'm late by 1 day... dont mind hor.. hee~

anywayz, nothing much these dayz... just that my behavioural science test 2 is coming.. on 11th jan... then exam's on 23rd that week... so damn fast... oMg!!!

i still hate e-learning for behavioural science... still prefer in-class learning.. oh mAn!!! why is the school so dumby dumb....

oh weLL.... bwg.. nothing to say!!!!!!!!!