damn... they're back again... my dreams, i mean.. the've been gone for months. i thought they'll be gone forever.. but i'm wrong.. totally... it started since few weeks ago.. absolutely got nothing to do with that white noise movie, okay...

i mean, it's like... the dreams have been with me for like.. years and years.. those.. foreseeing dreams lar.. i bet everyone has them lor... i've dreamt of disasters.. basically everything.. it's just.. scary, that's what i can say... it'd just too scary... i wasn't able to sleep well these days.. dont dare to sleep alone in my bedroom.. so i'm always sleeping in the living room with paps.. oh, well.. what can i say... it's not that i've too much of an imagination... i just don't know how to describe that feeling... it's something that nobody would really know unless you've been through it.

anyway, i got my results today. sicks, totally. totally expected. hah! only managed to pass 2 subjects, eng n chi. failed the others... gonna retake as a priv. cand. anyway..

what's wrong with the singapore government... getting texts out of the textbooks again? how do you expect the students to score well in their chinese examinations then? this is just plain stupid. the government is stupid.

and what is wrong with the people nowadays... read a report about a 16-yr-old malay girl who threw a baby down the flat days ago. today, another similar case... a suspected undergraduate just chunked a baby down the rubbish chute. what the hell... dont they know lives are precious? babies are innocent? heLLo????? if you have the guts to do it, just accept the consequences. ok, fine. this IS the wrong way to accept it. i suppose they jolly well knew the outcome before having sex, right... dont tell me condoms are just for show.. oh, please... but condoms are not 100% safe, anyway.
is it really that hard to control one's emotions? well, different people, different mindsets, i suppose. but it's just too outrageous to kill the innocent tiny life after what they have done. i'm just quite irritated by this kind of people.

why do people have so much opinions about my choice of religion? i mean, it's my choice, right? it's my own path. i'll face the outcome myself. i've been to churches, temples, etc. but i just don't feel comfortable in churches, you know. the people there are just so nosey. i mean, i just dont feel like telling out my problems. and don't force me to, damn it. oh, and by the way, they'll tell their CLs, so on and so forth. by the next week or so, the whole church will know what's going on about you. so please do stop preaching to me about christianity. it's not i hate christianity. i really do like to exchange views about religions but stop preaching into my ears!!!!! i just hate the feeling of people talking sense about christianity to me. i believe i dont need that. i still have my own brain to think. God dont create me. my parents do. God dont give me pocket money. My parents do. ok, fine. i just dont have that so-called faith in God. happy now? i'm happy for what and who i am. so stop trying to change me away from that. i'm not even seventeen, so i do believe that i have more than enough time to decide about this. but till then, i'm more than happy to lead my own peaceful life as a buddhist. that's what i prefer to be.

tomorrow, or should i say, today, is the result outcome for O'Level examination. i'm not at all anxious, worried, whatever. i'm still, well, myself... that i-just-cant-be-bothered attitude. hah! whatever. anyway, i'm already prepared for the worst. i didnt sit for my emath paper 2. my dear friends and family would know the reason. and dont ask me if you dont have a clue about it. just because i dont think you need to know.
so, i suppose i'll just wish everyone all the best for their result. be it good or bad, we just have to accept the outcome. GooD LuCk!!

HaPPy BdAe, Li HaN~!!! study well for your exam, okie??

this is shit. it's just plain fuckin' bullshit. what the hell is goin' through your mind, man?? get a life, really. get a REAL life. cant you just keep your business to yourself instead of poking your nose into the life of others? i dont have to tell you everything i do, ya know. you aint my mother. you are just a nobody. a NOBODY. why the fuck do you have to care so much? stop being a nuisance. do you know a whole lot of people really do hate you? i mean, just think about it for once. just once. eveyone knows what's goin' on between you and kelvin. for goodness' sake, it's so bloody damn obvious. you're about 40 already. if you're younger, why do you look so old? do something about your skin since you have such a whole fuckin' lot of money. well, that's what you said.
yes, u went for interview. cant i go? do i need your permission on that? you have you connections and i have mine. you dont own the company, do you? oh please, give me a break. i aint kelvin. he is your puppet but i'm certainly not. you have your connections and i have mine, too. i need no help from you in work. i'd really thank God if you'd kindly leave me alone.
certainly, i cant stop you from telling out your opinions about me. you dont have to go around complaining to sook yee about me, ya know. she doesn't even bother to hear them out. and do stop tryin' to break the friendship between sook yee and me. it's totally of no use. you can jolly well fabric some nonscensical silly lies but she doesn't give a damn. what you said will increase our hatred even more.
it's true that you joined earlier than me. but what's the big deal? that doesn't mean you're so important. you're just a basic operator like me, like any of the production girls. what's so fuckin' big deal about that? you aint our "mighty o' queen". stop ordering us around. we dont need you to make a living,
bitch.

this is stupid.. it started early again.. heck!!!! kinda painful lar... it hurts more than the previous one... siGh~ pain ar.... help!!!!!

went to cck around late morning then took a cab, rushed all the way to amk to meet lim jia.. this is stupid... and rushed to parkway parade on another cab for mark's bdae card, then walked to dojo.. siGh~ so rUsHy!!! anyway, ling-jie bought that naglene bottle [hope i spelt it correctly..] for mark as his bdae present for today.. haPPy BiRtHdAy, MaRk!! hope u like the present!! haha~

then i juz hang around at dojo until 4 plus 5... was watching krav maga lesson... then went to adelphii palza to meet up with paps... then went yt foodcourt makan lor....

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muHAha!! i'm goin' crazy... LOL!!!!

i'm juz too bored at home.. kill me..


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because you are having too much fun to really
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went swimming in the noon.. frm er.. 2 to 6?? around there lar.. but er.. i'm still fair.. HAH~
heck care already, cuz i wont get tanned no matter what....
it really feeeels good to have a swim after having a long MIA frm it.. hAha~ kinda no choice lar... swimsuit at mommy's house.. then also working lor....
caught up with some of the lifegaurds over there n juz plain chatting abt what we're doing now...
i juz like swimming.. u know.. it's like, i dont know how to say this, but, it juz feel great to have a swim sometime.... or is it that i've never been there too long.. hMMz~

anyway, meeting lim jia tmr at amk stn... for motorola stuff... siGh~ maybe monday was already my last day at teckwah.... or maybe not?? i durnoe.... i guess tmr will be a busy day for me?? go amk then go katong then.. dono where liao.. hahah~

collegues going jb tmr for seafood.. papa don let me go.. my passport also not with me lor.. with mommy.. SaD~ but nvm lar... going penang more important.. LOL~ i wanna go there find angelina mommi!!!!! LOL!!!! somemore penang seafood also nicer than jB.. :P:P

tmr gonna wake up early early oh... siAN!!

today went to cpf building with lim jia n yao hong for our singpass... then boarded 176 to our workplace lor... then during our way, got news that production will shut down for today.. stupid right?? shut down since tues already.... in the end, 3 of us took the bus all the way to bukit merah bus interchange n took bus no 16 to P.S. juz in time for 2.50pm show.. haha~ watched white noise lor... though the scary parts were quite expected lar.. but i was scared quite a few times.. :P

wanted to drop by da yi house, but she not in.. siAn~ then went home lor.. cuz too sian to drop by lot 1 to buy contacts.. muAAH~

the whole day was like.. kinda boring lar... maybe gonna drop by CCk stadium for a swim tmr.. or sat.. or even both days.. :P

today went shopping with mommy.. went to paragon to makan dinner.. at spageddies... hard lobster n salmon yu sheng, n fish n chicken combo for dinner lor... YuMMy!!!!! :P

then went to metro to shop shop lor.. bought a wallet... the same wallet that i lost lor.. hahaha~the lost one lor!!! bought a few pieces of undergarments.. hahaha~ then went around to walk walk lor... ahaha~ took the same bus with mommy cuz going to parkway parade with mommy mah.. hahah~ then went to Nike Women. bought a running suit n a dri-fit top... cost me 158.20 bucks.. hahah~ but i deserve it lar.. cuz i work hard for it lor..hahah~

went to foodcourt... mommy bought rice for sam as supper lor.. then bought berryfruit sorbet for myself, n bought mango sorbet for bro sam lor... hahah~ then went to his house stayed until around 8.45 then left for dojo lor.... chatted with sensei lor.. then bought 2 jujitsu tshirt n a cap.. muAhah!! finally, got my tshirt liao!! hahah!! then sensei dropped me off at eunos lar, then i took mrt home lor....

sian now lar....

http://www.spi.com.sg/forum/viewtopic.php?t=2212&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0

The story took place during the 7th month of the Chinese lunar calendar and revolved around a young lad named Sam. Sam at that time was working as a general worker, in a small company located at Tuas. During one particular working day, the whole of Sam's company was requested to work OT in order to meet a deadline due tomorrow. By the time everything was done, it was already past 1am and Sam was the last person left in the office. He was left wondering whether there were still any bus services at this hour. He decided to try his luck and quickly tidied up the office, locked up and rushed towards the bus stop. The bus stop was situated by a small narrow road with dense forestation surrounding the area. Sam waited for about 20 minutes and was about to make his way to the main road to catch a cab when a double deck bus appeared from nowhere. He hesitantly waved it down, boarded the bus and the only person he saw on the same bus was a frail ghastly looking old woman.

The old woman was dressed in white samfoo and black pant, attire favoured by maids in those early days or "Ma Jie" as they were commonly known then. Sam felt uneasy upon seeing her and was about to go up to the upper deck when a voice ranged out in Cantonese, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous." It was the old woman. Her comment sent a chill through Sam's bones and he figured that the upper deck might be "dirty". He decided to heed the old woman's advice and grab a seat at the lower deck even though he felt uncomfortable by her presence. It was an agonizing 20 minutes journey before Sam reached his bus stop. He quickly alighted and turned to steal a quick glance at the old woman, who stared right back at him by the window. Without further ado, Sam hastened his pace and was fortunate to reach home safely.

The next day, Sam was requested to work OT and ended up being the last person left in the office again. It was already past midnight and Sam was contemplating whether to take a cab home but decided against it in the end as money was tight. So he made his way to the bus stop again and after about 20 minutes, the same double deck bus appeared. Sam boarded the bus and saw the same old woman again. He decided to go to the upper deck again when the old woman called out to him, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous." Even though, he heard it before, he still felt a certain fear inside him since it's the 7th month. To be on the safe side, he reluctantly took a seat at the lower deck again and reached home with no incidents.

The third day, Sam was asked to do OT again. By now he was feeling dreaded and worried as he didn't want to repeat the same process again. But he obliged nevertheless since it's his livelihood. He was, you guessed it, the last person left in the office again. He made the same journey to the bus stop, occasionally checking his back as he walked. The double deck bus arrived, he boarded it and saw the same old woman again. As he proceeded to go upstairs, the old woman warned him again, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous." Sam was fed up with the old woman by now and decided to go upstairs even though he was feeling a bit scared. He saw no one else when he reached the upper deck and slowly made his way to the back of the bus and sat down. Sam's heart began pounding away as he waited anxiously for something to happen.

After 30 minutes, with nothing happening, Sam went downstairs to confront the old woman and asked her why she kept saying it's dangerous upstairs. The old woman turned, stared at him and replied, "Young man, don't go upstairs. Upstairs dangerous. Upstairs got no bus driver."

*moral of story?? don let your imagination run wild lar!!! haahha~

i'm back!! muAHAh!!

yesterday lim jia n me didnt finished our dinner... no time for his case.. for me, too spicy.. hahaha!! so i took a piece of honeydew instead. then, we waited for the 2nd bus lor.. cuz 1st bus very noisy de... plus, we've got things to discuss, too...

alighted da bus... surprisingly, samuel, the technician was there, dont know for what.. waiting for us, i guess. anyway, he kinda passing the pen to me lar.. but the pen is not mine anyway, then lim jia juz tok it and threw it n kick it.. lOL!!! then lim jia wanna to have a bite or somethin'.. sam was juz behind us lor... he said he could walk home frm there, okay, fine... then we walked till the coffee shop, then i was like, " aren't u goin' home?" then he said he could walk home frm there... then i said to him that me n lim jia got things to discuss. not convenient for him to be around.. haha~ no choice lor... then i guess he kidna ps lar.. so he said i didnt say i wan to eat... then he went off liao....

we 2 ordered noodles lar... only left noodles no choice... makan lor... we talk abt alot of things lar... things that er... 1 or 2 would know what i'm talking abt lar.... hahah~ esp. lim jia.. LOL!! then we walked home frm there.. haha~ surprised?? cuz weather not that bad also ma.. quite breezy lor.. walked by bukit batok.. reached home around.. 3 in da mornin'.. lOL!!!! then chatted on the phone till around 6 then went to bed....

got a call frm sch this morning lar.. stupidity.. juz call to say wat.. ar.. expecting to recieve o's result this wk.. crap lar... everyone also know right.. bodoh sch sia.... whole morning juz woke up, slp, woke up n slp again all da way till 3pm lor.... then do this do that... tiring siA~

i've been like.. thinkin' quite a number of things these few days... some of them are, well, i don't know, maybe juz abit off the track?? but there's always a few things that i have to deal with.. haha~ that's life, isn't it?

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Mark your calendar or Palm V. You can expect to die on:Monday, December 5th 2061At the tender age of 73 years old.

On that date, you will most likely die from:
Cancer (10%)
Heart Attack (5%)
Alien Abduction (5%)
Drowning (3%)

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According to our research, you'll be dead by
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heart attack

YOU DIE:
80.5 years
AVERAGE FEMALE LIFE SPAN:
77.1 years As you can plainly see, you have more health & vitality than the average woman


WHY YOU DIE?
56%
heart attack
24%
car accident
13%
loneliness
5%
drowning of the lungs
2%
wounds
You have 22881.7 days left on this earth.
You've already lived 22% of your life.

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*09 June 2005

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graduates are welcome!!!!

got my stuff back ler... except for wallet, cash n transitlink card... that person post back to me lar... at least now don need to waste money to make another IC lor.. hahaha~

shIt.. i lost my wallet on the train.. fuck.. yesterday morning lar... then go cck npc report police lor... after that, went to posb bank to terminate atm card... hell sia...

yesterday night never go work.. heck care.. no mood.. don care.. stay at home makan papa's cooked de fried rice... also never finish.. no appetite.. then slpt early... also never call sup say not going to work.. aiYa..!! hell lar...

then today 5 plus wake up liao... then slp again till 7.30... then aorund office hours then call transitlink hotline to report lost of personalized student ezlink card.. tortise lar... then call library to terminate lib. cards.. mine n papa de.. sian 1/2.. then also call sup liao.. then later have to call agent say something.. aiYa... tonight sure tired again lar....

if mommy know, she sure say me de lor... but also have to know lor... aiya~

hell of a day lar...

HaPPy VaLeNtInE's dAy!!!

but every yr during this day, i'm always single.. haha~ v.day to me ar.. is juz a normal day lor... the bg music for my blog is juz my thought abt relationship...

kenny daddy sent me this poem:

i am like a breeze of wind
aimless, directionless, just float with flow
when fate comes, i stay with many loving creatures, trees, houses, puppies..
when fate goes, i go alone to another unknown land
is there really true love on earth?
i don't know and i don't see
because living every moment to the fullest is a sign of love already
love yourself before you love someone

nice, isn't it?? anyway, i still think that single is a better choice... don ask me why.. i also donno lor.. hhaa~ but i guess it's better lar... since i like to do things on my own de.. maybe too independent liao ba.... but i've still got sam with me can liao.. my good bro... haha~ the crappers' family.. it's in the genes lor.. what to do.. :P

sam, i've got u a testimonial in frenster, go read up, okie??

i'm want to watch constatine soon.. it looks soOOoo nice.. kenny also say nice wor... wonder if bro watch liao or not.. maybe wkend ask him n mommy go watch...

ja ne~

pHeW~!!! so damn tired today.. today at teck whye's lor.. celebrate my 2nd granduncle's bdae... didn't really alot also lor... ahha~ black jack today again lar.. but kinda lost.. it's okay though, i didn't lost that much, at least...

late afternoon met up with mommi, sam, and uncle lawrence for lunch.. then zoomed off to bedok for fridge-hunting.. haha~ i guess they saw something they like ba... then after that, me n daddy went ikea to buy cd racks.. fiNaLly~!!! i was kinda complaining abt not enough racks.. hEe~ what to do lor.. i have a passion for CDs.. CDs.. and more of them.. of cuz lar.. not every single one... but usually the ones that i bought are not bad de lor.... hEE~ :P

was pM-ing kenny juz now lor... he's selling his apartment.. siGh~ hope he's having one at west side, so can create havoc more often at his house.. muAhAHAHa~

then went Lot 1 with daddy lor.. went to have my eyes examined.. turned out.. my glasses is juz extra lar.. stupidity.. donno how the optician check my eyes in 2003/4... although i do have astig, but it's like 50 degrees only lor.. kNs~ that that stupid idiot say 150.. then iw ear until today then i know is 50 nia.. stupidity right?? but anyway, it turned out, my optician for today is uncle brandon's fren.. haha~ so qiao hor?? then i bought contact lens lar... those colour ones.. :P 30 bucks for 2 boxes and the solution... haha~ finally got my colored contacts liaoz.. blEhx~

got yuan fen de hua, then u will see me in them lar.. if no yuan fen, then too bad lor.. lOL~

wanna go uk fair tmr lar.. but then my fren not free.. so sad... but it's ok lor.. cuz he's got appointment with his frens already. yEaPz~ next time ba!! but then.. donno when it will end lor.. hMmZ~ starting work on monday.. also no time to go for the fair ler.. siAn 1/2~

oh, n b4 i forgot... HaPPy BiRtHdAy to yiLiNg n FrEddIe~!!!

currently at kenny's house.. juz makan-ed our dinner.. canadian pizzas n er.. kfc.. only kenny, wei yi, sunkist and me only.. ate so much... lOL!!

finally got the disc frm wei yi lor... haha~ photos frm SPI xmas gathering 2004 de lor... hEe~ alot of photos siA.. go home then upload everything.. EVERYTHING!!! lOL!!!

jus now went out watch i do, i do at p.S. so funny siA.. laugh like MaD lOr~ hahaha!!!

kenny going back to macau tmr morning at 11am lor... then going to eygpt then coming back... so long lor.. siGh~

juz finished my beauty bath.. hahaha~ came back frm tampines ler... aunt yeoh's house lor.. ao crowded sia!! we played back jack.. i had 12 bucks with me at first.. then when finished playing, i had $43 with me... aunt chee more pro lor... she won $250 sia.. lOL!! super lucky... banker got 20 points, she got 21... she only lost like.. 3 times?? hAhA~~ damn lucky sia she....

i'm so tired... b4 going to tamp. i was at hougang.. at simon's house, then go ah ma's house... then left for tamp. today woke up at 7-8am.. then went back to sleep till 10.30.. :P was kinda woke up by lion dance troupe lar.. so loud. stupid~ then 6th grand aunt was at my house donno what time lar.... then she left... then came uncle kelvin's family n aunt saw hong's family... then mommi they all came over lor... all makan papa's bee hoon lar... not bad lar.. hEe~ :P but i still like his fried rice.. taste nicer.. :P

tmr's schedule is go to another relative's house.. donno where lar... then go meet up with my fren watch movie at p.S. btw, who wants to go to UK funfair at woodlands, near causeway point?? rmb to jio me hor!!!

haha~ that should be all le ba.. nitenite!!

yoyo!! currently at my relative's hous for reunion dinner... juz finished it.. haha!! steamboat lar... anyway, saw some of my cousins too. then one of my uncles asked me abt v3 hp.. abt bluetooth.. then i help lor.. haha~

that weiyi da ge hor.. really is.. oMg!! he posted the xmas gathering 2004 photos on his blog lar.. jialat.. -.-" but nvm, it'll soon be my turn to post.. muAHAH!! when i've got the disc frm him lar, obviously... anyway lor.. it's a very nice memory to have..

juz now went to lot 1 lor... went to buy some stuff.. erz.. last min shopping.. heE` papa's fault ler.. who ask him always telle me last minute de lor... then hai wo so rush until going to die like that.. siGh~ so damn jialat... but in the end hor, is me waiting for him outside lot 1.. cuz he prepare very slow... also donno what he did at home.. so slow de... really have got nothing to say lor... haha~

haven't slept for er.. 36 hours straight ler... aha~ prO hOr?? muAhah~ i also didn't really eat alot lor... donno why lehx... this yr like very sian like that for CNY lor... dead atmosphere.. siGh~ i'm quite worried abt myself too... i'll pray that my old habits won't be back lor... irregular meals, that is.. siGh~ if everything also irregular, sure die de lor... don need to live liao.. hahah~ cuz sure got alot of problems de ma... so now i'll erx.. try to have regular meals lar... but if no appetite also cannot force me worx... seems like my appetite is going to be kosong liao...

how??

juz got home frm techpoint.. yes, i'm there for now.. since teckwah is shut down for motorola phones..

oh, man.. althought it's like only 1 month, but then, i'll surely miss the people there de lor.. also all the fun we had esp. in flexing.. haha~ yi mei aka mei-jie, mei ying, louis aka father, andy, the 2 kelvin frm store, robert, samuel, pei fang aka orange, the zhen zhu sisters [pei zhen n pei zhu] n bernice. donno if wil see them in the future.. hhM.. then also frm contract: mark, aldrick, jordan, mun kit aka yummy king, kelvin loh, sze yong, shao ming, bing xin aka ah bing/biah, xin he aka starhub, allan, ah huat.

anyway, i was supposed to leave at 7.30am juz now lor.. but left at 8 instead. we've got front-end motorola girls with us for today lor.. then they don't really know abt production things ba, i guess... then i was doing mini halfway then i had to help johnson to teach them how to do mini.. done with my lot finally, saw dave, said hi. then he asked me lo.. u came over to help me ar??" i was like er.. sorry lar, no.. going off liao.. haha~ can see he quite sian 1/2 lor.. lOl~ cuz he wanted me watch over the line for him..

then later, victor asked me to bring some of them for rescreening.. 12 pallets.. stupid right.. siGh! then had to teach them the proper way of doing rescreen without taking out the whole housing, etc etc... luckily called papa at 7.45 liao.. using uncle sim's hp lor. no choice.. haha~ but the same thing lar, papa was kinda like kpkb over the phone lar.. lOl~ cuz today's schdule was quite tight lor.. then i saw my saviour, johnson!! LOL!! he basically was rushing me to go home and rest lar.. LOL!! then finally can bid goodbye to dave n victor.. lOL!!

btw, i saw yi qiong and ah long san at work.. lOL~ we were laughing like mad ler.. was talking abt the past when that ah san kept pointing at me to do things for him.. -.-" cuz helped him once, had to helped him twice, thrice, and so on.. stupid huh?? bubt now, heng ar.. don have to liao.. unless under him for some stuff then good luck to me.. LOL!!

guess that's all ler.. going orh orh liao..nitenite!!

You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.


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Your loving nature makes you wonderful to be
around. You are the type of person that accepts
people for who they are and they in return of
your good heartedness, accept you right back.
You are most likely a romantic at heart. With a
sensitive soul and probably a broken heart from
the past, you don't usually trust people. You
have probably been hurt by someone you love or
loved dearly which makes it hard to confide in
others. Easy going and romantic, fun and
lovable, you have a great personality. You are
very well liked in the general world that
you're in.

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Your Beauty lies
in Serenity. Calm, inspiring, and nearly always
level-headed. You have a
peaceful appearance, people know they can trust you
and come to you for advice.
You probably have a soothing and beautiful voice to
match you and you are seen
as a mature, motherly figure. You don't show much
emotion which may make you
appear emotionless and distant at times, but you
are most likely a very
empathetic individual. You keep your head in bad
situations and are calm even in
good ones. You probably wear more flowing clothing
in light pastel colors and
one of your most beautiful feature is your smooth
and young face. Some people
may even be inspired simply by your presence, you
would make a great mediator or
negotiator as people know they can trust and count
on you for a peaceful
solution.

Some Things
That Represent You:

Element:
Water, Wind Animal: Swan Color:
Blues, Greens, Pastels Song:
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Amethyst Mythological Creature: Elfin Kind
Planet: Neptune
Hair Color: Light Blonde Eye Color:
Blue

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seconds to shatter."

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ohaiyo!!! work up at 5.30am.. early huh?? had a headache lor... so woke up and took some paracetamol. anyway, i slept kinda early yesterday night and haven't give a damn abt my phone.. hahaha~ dont even know where's my phone now.. oh, well.. who cares?? might be somewhere else other than my home sweet home?? hahah!!

oh, man.. am havin' my mens again.. it's like 2 actual wks frm last month cycle?? siGh~ am not visiting my gynae for this okay!!! had seen him last yr due to a cyst in one of my ovaries. then it juz disappeared. hope it won't come back again.... anyway, irregualrities are caused by a whole lotsa things... my timeslot is somewhat like in US, the time for meals are affected too, obviously.. so of course, my perios will be affected.. siGh~ it's juz so crappy.. i jus hate having my mens, damn it... it's jus so fuckin' troublesome bein' a girl.

i miss alvin ee!!! he's in NS @ pulau tekong. so bloody anxious to take a look at a Botak Alvin.. :P anyway, he's allowed to bring a cap along for our next date.. but, he's not allowed to wear it for our neo-card.. muAhah!!! i'm evil.. i'm da devil.. and mr. alvin ee is gonna die of embarrassment in front of me!!! muAHAH!! but i guess he's already got used to me bullying him.. :P it's just a disadvantage of being my missi daddi and my kors.. :P only tun how is still standing firm.. and bullying me.. darn him... but nvm, i'll get my revenge soon.. *evil grin*

darn that lim jia for tripping me over.. i almost fell.. and the good news is, i cant walk properly.. shouldn't have laugh at bro.. now is MY turn to have an injured ankle.. damn it. bro's probably laughing his head off when he get to know abt this.. oh, man!! arGH!!
but since i'm very experienced in injured ankles for more than 6 times, and fractures n dislocations of my elbows when i was like.. 4?? this is obviously no big deal for me.. haha.. and i don't really care if my ankle is injured.. i juz have a slight inconvinience in walking. my super was shocked when i told him my ankle is injured.. haha~ he was like, "what??!!" through the phone. he asked me if i need a whole week to rest. well, i told him i jus need a day or two. i don even bother to see a doc.. haha~ cuz i bet he'd say something like, "did u get into a "fight" in your jj class? or is it that u tumbled down frm a flight of stairs?" -.-" cuz he won't be surprised to see me walking like a penguin at least once a year without fail. LOL~!!!

my dad was like, "ankle injured again ar??" then he wanted to rub for me.. -.-" i kept protesting until he gave up.. why?? i don wanna give out silent screams again, okay!! my dad's such a "murderer"... he kept sayin' that he has to rub hard so that it'll be effective. i agree on that, but.. juz give me a break, will ya?? thanks.

and this is what i think my mom will be sayin' if she knows abt this.. "AIYO!!why so careless??!!!" hahah~ i guess my bro will be giving abit of his " i dont give a damn" attitude even though he'll be laughin' his head off now and ask me to be more extra careful in the future next. 2 different personalities?? i doubt so. cuz, we're sis n bro, thus, we certainly have more than 2.. *evil grin* so don't be surprised when u find me on the street one day bein' the coldest person livin' on earth, and the warmest n friendliest person the next.

oh, and btw, for those who want to court me, what i can say to you is jus give up. not because u ain't good, it's jus because i don't want to get into any relationships now, or in the near future. and age DO matters.

another cousin of mine is getting married in may. kinda don't feel like goin' but this one is have no choice.. cuz is our family's da jie da's son.. ah keong korkor.

maybe in the afternoon i'll be going over to IMM to look for La0 dA.. he's working there currently. there's so much things to catch up with him. not only him, but also the 2 aloys, aubrey, jian yi, mouse, john, yiling, my dear bro, wei yi, kenny, beckham, alvin ee, alvin foo, MeLvIn, FL, amelie, joshua, etc etc.. too many people... hahah~!!

siaoger to siaokia: di ar, dont think too much, okay?? though i jus met up with you last friday, but have not really talk deep..take care.. juz ring me up if u feel like to.. okie dokie??

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okay.. so it's kyle, not karl.. sorry, bro~ huge mistake i've made..

anyway, yesterday's work was flexing, flexing n flexing... had munkit's jacket with me again.. Hee~ was cold lor, that's why..

xueling's n Lord Weaver are getting married on 1st marh this yr!! congrats!! haha~ both of them are spi club members lor.. hEe~

marriage... i don't think we should get married too young... cuz we might made the wrong decisions lor.. so to me, it's around 23-25 to get married.. 1st of all, have more freedom to go out.. :P cuz i don't like being tied down... 2nd of all, can acc my dad more... and finally, i don't like to get married!! so i think maybe i juz won't get married!! muAah!!! cant see the goodies of a marriage anyway... so what's the use.

really hope that i'll get transferred to packing asap.. flexing was getting more boring each day lor.. best is under simon for packing.. :P cuz work with him b4 lor, so know his standards abit lar... then can also help him in a few things.
still donno why in teckwah, they need so many people for 1 production line.. it's like kinda extras. for normal phones, 8 employees will be enough. for 3g phone, around 10, and for v3, around 12-13 will be needed. donno why mus they have around 4 people to put tranceiver, close the retail box n stick the imei on it. why cant they have 1 person for each, and around 1 person for 2-4 manuals instead of having around 1-2 people for the one manual? it's juz a plain screw-up system. and i do mean screw up.
for flexing, they keep asking us to be fast for urgent lots. please lar.. urgent lots have to be done b4 hand lar.. bodoh... muz also consider on the flexing time for each tranceiver and obviously, a PII pc will be much slower than P4 right... common sense lor...

also got nth to talk abt liao.. the whole system is juz stupid... donno if should continue or not.. but, aiya.. juz continue lar... heck care.. since it's like all i've done b4 de lor.. so easier... plus, i've still got alot to learn lor... everyday also rush rush rush like siao.. that's why i'm the SiaoGer lor.. ahha~