If Tomorrow Never Comes

If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.

If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.

If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would video tape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.

If I knew it would be the last time,
I could spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say I love you,
instead of assuming you would KNOW I do.

If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.

For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.

There will always be another day
to say our I love you's,
And certainly there's another chance
to say our "Anything I can do's?"

But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,

Tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike,
And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight..

So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day,

That you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.

So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
Tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear,

Take time to say "I'm sorry, please forgive me,"
"thank you" or "it's okay".
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.

i'm at home..not juz came back frm sch..ish never go sch at all..body's aching all over..sigh~ so dad let me stay at home lo..SiAn~~ so long never got a cold liao..now get..really SiAn lo...
juz finished wacthing 3 episodes of full moon wo sagashite...not bad lo..
maybe later go make a new template for this blog lo..also donno leh..have been using this blog sho long liao..still haven't change the template yet..hahah~
don wan to talk liao..byebye...

DiAoZ~i sick le, today... i went to see doc, he said i'm down with a cold liaoz..DoTx~ heng it's already after MYE le.. i feel so terrible now..SiGH~
derrick dropped by with my lunch in the afternoon.. my didi very gd hor?? HeE~ thankies, wor~~ he stayed until 4.30pm lo...we chat and chat...den he like very tired like that... u ar...sleep early la..okie??
wanted to go cher's house to take money..but she not at home, she cannot take back liao lo..haha~ i went to bathe den go out le..
went to watch movie in westmall with my korkor.. shrek 2. super furni sia...LOL~ don ask me why sick still can go watch movie. 1st, promise ppl that i'll go liao..den go lo..2nd i wanna watch shrek 2..LOL~ somemore, i already stressed over my MYE liao..i wanna watch one show before i started mugging for my o's chinese..
den after movie, i took train home lo..bathe, and came here lo...
that's all ba..gotta go sleep liao..tmr going to sch..buh bye.

How Could You?

I loved you so much
and I don't understand how you could do this, see
you're always saying how much you care
knowing that you don't even want me.

I thought we had something special going on
I swore to myself that you were the one,
but then out of nowhere yesterday
you want to ask me for a son?

Baby, I don't think so
I'm too young,
I should've said that when I first met you
but I was so sprung.

I'm still sprung off of you
after all that stuff you put me through,
but I still stand by your side
and still consider you by boo.

People say I am crazy
to rush into this too fast,
but I was only here for one reason
and that was because I thought our love would last.

I got to let you go
but I don't know how,
I've been with you for almost a year,
and you want to start tripping now?

You took everything from me
including my virginity,
also my heart
along with almost my dignity!

How could you?
You were the world to me,
you were the only thing that mattered
but you couldn't see.

Never will I put myself in this position again
especially with a man like you,
he'll never take my heart from me and break it
just like you love to do.

But baby, how could you?

HeeHee~~

i woke up at 5+ 6am today...donno why leh..auto de...den went back to sleep again til like 8, 9am..den watched tv. shir reched my house at 12 plus, den i went to bathe while she picked some nice clothes for me. she was like..wanting me to try one this and that to match..LoL~
we left my house at 2+pm den go to Paragon to have lunch. she treat me to lunch sho i treat her back for icecream lo~ HeE~ den we went to lucky plaza, Mag studio.
okay..i went there for a makeover...jie ask me to go..since now ish promotion until the end of this month, den i juz go lo..DiAoZ~ i also corious abt how i will look. HeE~ shir and i were like juz hanging around and talking to sonya cuz there were also 2 other customers lo. den it's my turn.. i don feel anxious or wat la..donno why.. cuz i think i'm supposed to be kinda anxious, right?? anyway, sonya did the makeup and the hairstlye while eddie was the phtographer. he asked me to post this and that and smile at the camera. LoL~ he took 10 pics with 2 diff backdrops and 2 diff outfits for me. he said that i'm very easy to work with and my pics ish very easy to crop. LoL~
shir cried cuz er yi was like..too harsh on her lo... SaDnESs~ SiGh* den later sonya, shir and i went to swensen's to have our dinner. we walked past a tattoo stall and sonya was kinda interested. in facrt, all 3 of us were. LoL~ sonya had one on her left arm and right ankle while shir had the smae pattern on her left arm and hand, and as for me, i had the same ones like on sonya. HeE!! it's $6 bucks for each of ours, but shir and i got one free each. thanks, uNcLe!! okok.. it's not a real one. it's cosmetic spray which is used to spray on bodies, which ish called body art.
guess that's all for today ba.. was tired.. really tired, but it's such a fun day out!!

YeAh~ ExAm's OvEr~~!!!!!

MYE ish finally over!!! can relax le..for this weekend only lo...cuz o's chiese ish 31 may. DOTX~ means mugging time for next week!!
but whatever the case ish, i can relax abit now.. FiNaLLy~ WoHoo!! LOL~ it's been a long long that i really went mad.. HEE~ but i'm prepared to fail my MYE liaoz.CMI CMI!!! SIGH!
"tmr ish the big day le!" that's wat hemiko said. LoL~

HaPPi BiRtHdAY~ SaM!!

yeaps, today ish my dearest cousinm sam's BdaY!!! LoL~ hAppI BiRtHdAy, dearest bro~!!! hahaha~~ i'm sure he did have fun today with his frens. =DD
anyway, my MYE has already started..it started on last sat.. 8th may, with MT first. den monday was english. had SS and physics paper 2 yesterday, and today's math paper 1. whatever.. i don give a damn liaoz..sure fail de..st00pid math..sho diff..8 out of 10 qns are algebra stuff..WTH~~

jux came home frm a movie..Van Helsing. went to watch with ah kor. he treat me de..Hee~ cuz we were supposed to go out on Labour Day but he's on duty sho cancel lo... we went i met him in kfc at causeway point for dinner, den we go buy tickets for Van Helsing. ti's a nice show lo..not bad.
den in the cinema, kor gave me his extra tshirt to wear cus he scared i cold. my korkor very gd hor?? HeE~~ i know him since iw as born cuz he's my kor ma..den he always treat me very gd de..tell me alot of things..abt principles and stuff, and i got listen de lo.. cuz it's like, the things he said is of cuz reasonable de ma..right???
den after the show, we took diff trains cuz diff direction ma, i stay at yew tee, kor stay hougang.
i got home den sms him lo...so he won't be worried le ma.. =)
that's all lo..korkor, thanks for the dinner and show wor!!

~DiNNeR~

yeapz, everyone of us went to have dinner..it was supposed to be on the 15th but mother say it's like over le lo..so changed it to today lo...
while on the train, i called xiangwei abt his book and bottle lo...guess wat he said?? he say i attitude. den later he sms-ed me scolding fuking attitude wat the hell do i want, and also say he don't know me as his fren le, and tel lme to throw away his stuff. DOTX~!! ok now.. who's in the fault?? i'll tell u who's in the fault. we have already decided on this weeks ago, and i juz reminded him 2 days before, abt meeting him at paya lebar to return him his stuff. i ask him alot of times if he's really free, and he said yes. fine~ i told him i'll call him in the afternoon to settle the time cuz i got chinese MYE in the morning. den i called him today, and he give me this kind of attitude. he said he's working, which i really has no idea, plus he said he's supposed to be free?? am i in the fault? u tell me. plus, as a christian, one is not suppose to swear and scold vulgarities...i'm certainly not in the fault in this, am i?? i didn't scold him or wat, and i'm not the one who wanted to return the stuff, he's de one who want the stuff back. i juz sms-ed him back, saying the stuff that i mentioned above. plus, he obviously knew that i'm going for dinner today..and don wan to bring so many things with me.. and he assured me that he'll be there. what on earth...
anyway, i too, don wanna be his fren. he has angered me once in the past, and this is another time.. i had..and i mean HAD enuff of this.. i don't think i deserve this kind of treatment from some people who took me for granted when i treat them as frens of mine. u guys know who u are, i juz don wan to name them out.
since he wanna me to throw away his stuff, i did, but only threw the bottle. for the book, i think ti's kinda waste to throw book, plus, it's made from trees..so i juz take it with me to dojo. mark wasn't there cuz he's kidna injured. so i juz pass the cd and that book to sensei, to pass to mark lo. den sensei drove me to adelphii plaza to meet up with father and uncle tony.
we were supposed to meet sam they all in oriental hotel at 6.15pm, but uncle tony donno tell them wat, den can be late. DOTX~ LOL since we can't find a parking lot when we got there, my dad and i alight first. we went to find sam den went to Modern steakhouse. we sat for abt 15 to 30 mins while enjoying the red wine and some bread, den uncle tony arrived. we ordered our salad, main course and dessert. the salad wasn't really my type.. so i juz took a bit, whereas i finished to whole main course.. HEE!! i had cheesecake as my dessert. the cheesecake is flown frm australia, YuMMy~!!!
ok..now i'm gonna announce the total bill. *drumroll* $740+++ *eyes popping out* LOL~ expensive huh?? lol~ luckily we don need to pay... cuz sam's dad juz bought a new volvo car, so it's a treat frm them. HAHA~ it's like $110+++ person, and multiply by 6 is equal to $660+++ den the red win ish about $80+++ lo~ excluding GST and service charge which have to be alot. reason?? they service ish sho damn good?? they humourous and stuff like that. WOW~!!
anyway, after the dinner, everyone of us had a little bit of difficulty in walking.. HEE!!! den uncle lawrence sent moi dad and me home lo.

and here i am after a bath!! oh and erm. btw, i wore a skirt today..hEe~~ yeash yeash.. i did wear one.. in fact, it's the top and skirt when vonjie and i bought for me during our shopping. =DDD

Ja Ne~!!!

jus came back from jujitsu class. today ish benjamin david korkor's grading wor..he very anxious neh~!! but he will pass no matter wat.. cuz my korkor ma~!! HeE!!
today after class, i helped sensei do some stuff lo...den he asked me if i opened to box already..cannot blame la..he's got a bad memory..but still can remember all the techniques frm all the different martial arts somemore.. PRO~!!!! LOL~
anyway, i still told him i opened in 5 mins time. yee ling heard den she said, " i told u she can open liaoz." LOL~ cuz when sensei bought the box, he don't know how to open..den sensei went back to the shop and ask the lady to teach him how to open.. he also say alot of people also donno how to open..haaha~ but whatveer is the case, i still like the box.HeE~ very unique and smell nice also.. HeE!!!
today very sian lo...came home alone. edwin didn't come for training, david went clubbing, den lingfong also went clubbing straight after eating..sho sian...den today ish the last time i'll be there till my exam finish lo..sho it's kinda sad without accompany...SiGh~ *sadness* budden i also donno when i'm going back to dojo lo....dunno if i'm going back after my MYE or wat..

i want to thank everyone for giving me presents..next time to waste money le wor... ok~??

ARIGATO GOZAIMASU!! =DD

mE bDaY~!!!

HeE~~ today's ish my birthday worx~!! so happi..LOL~!!! anyway, mark korkor gave me the bday present i opened le...DiAoZ!!! he gave me the nike bag...the same bag that i wanna buy but couldn't afford lo..DOTX!! i feel so bad bad bad and damn bad when i opened the prezzie...SiGh~~~

i juz came out from the bathroom...went to have dinner with paps juz now at westmall swensen's. HeE~!! he was supopsed to be working OT de wor...budden he came home earlier juz to eat dinner with me on ma birthday~~ i'm sho gan dong lo...THANKS, DAD~!! MUACKS!!!!!!!!!

i siao le..LoL~ but nvm de la..cuz he's ma dearest daddy ma...

DADDY WAN SUI!!!!