Your soul is bound to the White Rose: The
Pure.
"I've been waiting in the dark for a long
time, shining my beacon of hope through the
shadow. If you see me, don't you hide your
eyes from me."
The White Rose is associated with purity, honor,
and chastity. It is governed by the goddess
Artemis and its sign is The Cross, or Agape.
As a White Rose, you are a person of your word.
You may have a strong moral code, but
regardless of your virtue, you always stay true
to yourself. To you, love is the most pure of
emotional forms and it's just a matter of
waiting for it to bless you. Some people may
say you are too idealistic, but it's only
because you don't want to mess things up.

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you're a pink rose.

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The Melody Of Love

When two hearts beat together,
the melody sounds so sweet.
No greater tune can ever be heard,
than when two loving hearts meet.

Every note, strung together,
comes from both heart's devotion.
Creating a musical masterpiece,
filled with so much deep emotion.

A love tune without an ending,
as new notes are continually played.
A beautiful melody from hearts in love,
which together, have tenderly made.

fuck u...
enuff is enuff...
stop irritating me over nothing.....
leave me alone...
just leave me alone...
fuck off...
just fuck off...

yoyo~ now at brudda's house....just reached nia...
also donno wat to do now... jus slacking around lo...lOL~ then later go swim swim... swim liao then go dojo watch them have their grading lo..... that's all ba.....
go long never swim le..... but its raining soon...sian 1/2....
anyway, that doctor john yam.... hate him.. give me over dosage...basket..no wonder my mens cannot stop..all his fault la.... basket.... stupid right.... the med is suppose to stop my hormones..but..but..but...even worse... -____-""""""""""""
i've got nothing to say liaoz....

yoyo~ 2nd posting for today..hee~
anyway, i've changed my layout.... hope it's better....
i'm finally done with it...ain't changing the bg though...hee~
pls give some comments...thank u.......

OMG~ finally can blog le... my pc really got prob..siao siao liao...srupid com...always treat me so bad...
well, i've added some new links...pls check 'em out...
alot of things happened these days.... not gonna say them out cuz no use le...over liao... anyway, i've got a good news.. i've got a new mommi..angelina...she's frm m'sia... know her thru SPI.. LOL~
tmr is eng prelim.... sian 1/2...people de prelim over le...our sch de still haven't...long hor?? cannot blame also lo...my sch is always the "special one"..... -__-"""
fen-jie now in beijing...also donno come back liao ma...miss her liao sia...so long never see her le.... also long long time never saw von-jie le..... ah-ma ah-kong also never see since last yr....OMG~
i also nth to write liao...sigh~ if can, tmr write again ba.....
ja ne!!

The Greatest Pain in Life

The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.

Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.

Remember Your Friends

She sits alone in her room,
Her hours only filled with gloom.
For she has lost hope in life,
And she is holding a butcher's knife.
She cries and hurts all inside.
If only she knew the love and pride.
She takes the knife and slits her wrist.
If only she could have missed.
She fell down and hit the floor,
Just as her parents walked through the door.
If only she could have thought
And talked of how they had fought,
But, now it was all too late
She was gone that very date.
All they knew of her fight
Was she had lost that very night.
Please remember to love your friends
Or else you may never be able to tie up lose ends.

*This is dedicated to everyone who knows what it is like to lose friends to suicide. Keep everyone else going.*

juz ended a conversation with my da...
sorry my dear, for making you having a sleepless night and a restless day...just because of what i said... i'm just, well, jealous... i'll never mention it again...i promise...
how i wish you were just right beside me...so i can give u a hug...siGh~

I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR!! HUGGIES n MUACKS!!!!


Without you? I'd be a soul without a purpose.
Without you? I'd be an emotion without a heart.

I'm a face without expression,
A heart with no beat.
Without you by my side,
I'm just a flame without the heat.

Without you? I'd be a dream without an impetus.
Without you? I'd be a thought without a mind.
I'm a picture without color,
A sky with no sun.
I need you here beside me,
Because you're my loving one.

Without you? I'd be a wave without an ocean.
Without you? I'd be a bird without wings.
I'm a song without sound,
A moon with no shine.
I want you here, darling,
To tell me you'll always be mine.

You promise that you'll love me forever;
I trust what you say is true;
Because if I'm to be an emotion of love,
The element I need is you.

juz got home from school...i'm so stressed up with my schoolwork..prelim's coming...the tension is worsening as days passed..YiKeS~!!!!!
yesterday's teachers' day...didn't go back to primary school as planned though...wanted to go back the day before but something cropped up...sad case...
left zhi xiong yesterday night with dada and john...see kuan called da when we were on the bus...siAnZz...they talked on the phone with J.Aloy..it's a conference call, you see...
both me and john was quite unhappy...he lent me his discman. i just don't feel like listening to what he said but still can hear abit though...siAn 1/2...i guess see kuan asked him why he don't need to accompany me instead of chatting on the phone..he just replied that i was listening to songs... well, if he wasn't busy chatting on the phone, i don't think i need a discman then..i sms-ed john which listening to the cd...siGh~
i returned john his stuff when he's about to alight...dada continued his conversation till when he said he'd call her back when he got home cuz he gotta hang up... *breathe twice* siGh~
he just slept throughout the whole journey to jurong 'cuz he's tired..i just sat there using my phone although i wasn't really paying attention to it anyway...
on our way back to yew tee, all i could say it's just a total silence journey...i didn't talk to him except for answering his questions..just don't feel like talking to him, that's all..he just, well, slept. *breathe once*
da wanted to buy a pair of slippers when we arrived at yew tee but the shop has already closed, thus, he sent me home...
Da told me that see kuan likes him but too bad he's already got a stead...he told her that he just treat her as a lil' sis..thus, see kuan just treat him as a big brother...siGh~ as if i don't know that she likes him...called it sixth sense if you want...
well, which girl do not want to be with the guy she likes? Girls don't wish to be just "a lil' sis" to him..it's common sense for girls, and maybe some guys..isn't it??
i thought for sometime and said this to him,"why don't i just let u and see kuan be together?" his reaction was like, ya know, eyes widened?? kinda shocked, i guess...

him: why?
me: well, since she likes you, why not?
him: what about you?
me: well, since you guys will be happy together, i'm willing to leave.
him: what makes you think that i'll be happy?
i just shrugged and said,"no idea."

we arrived at my block...he watched me as i stepped into the lift and went up...he called a few minutes after, saying he's on his way home noe and he misses me...also said that he'd call me when he got home...and ended with,'dear, i love you." well, i don't feel anything when i listened to it...don't ask me why..just wasn't..ya know, touched, that's all...
i called someone after bathing..just finding someone to talk to..kinda help me to feel a lil' better...*breathe once*
i guess i'm really in love now..but i still be sure of it...'cuz my previous steads didn't really mix around with alot of girls, you see...i guess it's only towards see kuan that i'll only fell this way...i ain't like that when zi hui is around or mentioned...
now that i agree that love is selfish, but if da and see kuan will be happy together, then i guess i'll just leave..no, i won't fight for it...i'll just leave quietly...you can call me foolish or crazy, whatever you want..but i'd rather choose to be the unhappy one than to let others to be unhappy. i'd rather be the one recieving all the tortures than letting others to be tortured.