yoyo!! me now at bro's house... just now in the noon went out with alvin ee lor.... cuz his bmt for ns finished liao.. hEe~ sad cuz didnt went for his pop on da 15th mar cuz went to ite for interview ma so cannot go lor... then today no work.. haha~ then ask him want to go out or not ma... then he say he goin' to ite simei to take his cert blah blah... hahaha~ ok lor.. then we met up at ite simei ma... then went bk for lunch.. hahah~ i told him i passed my nursing interview lor.. he very happy worx.. haha~!! of cuz he happy lor... :P then we hug hug at bk.. LOL!! very innocent de hug lar... then he pat my head.. LOL!!! he treat me lunch lor.. something like to congrat me lor.. lOL!! he also got gave me some tips b4hand lor... hahah!! then later we walk around eastpoint... very sian lar... then went to tampines mall take neocard.. hahaha!! i'll upload the pics when i get home lor.. hahah!!

go out with him very happy de lor.. hahah!! cuz really no worries de lor... then he's also a very nice person... very very nice person... knew him when i was around sec 1 or 2... lOL!! then he's my daddy/mommy/red cross sir/confidant/buddy.. LOL!! that's alot.. everyone likes him lar basically.. i think he's the nicest person i ever met till now lor.. hahah!! sometimes he too naggy then is my mommy lar... other than that is my daddy lor.. lOL!! but being his daughter very ke lian lor.. sometimes also kena bully by him.. -.- but nvm, still on very*infinity good terms.. hahah!! hope our bond will last ba... and be closer cuz it's really very ke xi to lose such a person in my life.. i really mean it...

then met mommy n bro for dinner lor... went for steamboat at roxy sq.. haha!! kinda like also to celebrate the passing for my interview.. LOL!! now have to wait for the medical examination letter lor.... hMMmZ~ then jit tao slp at bro's room lar.. Lol!!

went to hair salon to dye my hair to dark chestnut yesterday cuz this morning got interview... also cut my hair lar.. then after that went makan dinner with mommy...like that lor.. then we walk walk till 7+ ba.... then i go home ler... mommy also went home...

woke up at 7.15 this morning... was supposed to wake up at 6.30 lar... but late.. daddy also woke up late.. -.- then no choice take cab go ite simei for the interview for nursing course lor.... realy hope i can get in lor.... but luckily, i wasnt late for the interview.. haha~ was early... it's a 1 to 1 interview session @ the function hall... had maybe 10 lecturers, i guess.... my interviewer was miss peggy gan.. she seems nice lar.. hEe!! she asked me why i choose nursing... do i need the basic jobs of a nurse... are my parents supportive.. blah blah blah.. hEe.. it's over in.. 20 mins i guess... then went to kopitiam drink milo....

i went inside the station office @ simei mrt stn... yea.. dad's collegues were woking lor... now then i really know and see what's dad's work abt lor.. the air-con compressor is like... big.. very big... ok. they've bigger ones lar.. duHz~ then we went off ler.. dad went to lavender.. i went to clementi.. go relative house for lunch cuz death anni ma... then went to work after that lor....

1st time go work frm clementi.. hha~ at least i know how to go now liao.. ahha~ have to thank robert cuz he told me the bus no. and where to alight... though it's esso lar... he told me is mobile.. but nvm, still petrol stn, isnt it?? hEe!!

Ja nE!!

haha~ found my hp ler....sofa there lor.. lOl! esterday slept on the sofa ma... then the phone fell in, i guess....

anyway lar.... quite sian lor... siansation dae ma...

tmr going hair salon.... siGh!!

yesterday went ntuc with papa lor... spent 90+ bucks sia.. -.-" i pay de okie!!!

and erx... i cant find my handphone!!

damn!!

argh!

thurs didnt go work lor.. haha~ went tamp. again... zhen xing shan zhuang chu tua again lor... i didnt know they want to apply make up ... then when xiao di arrive liao then he applied make up for them.. zit tao cmi sia.. :P really lar... cuz he not ger ma... then i see le tak boleh tahan lor... haha~ then pei ni and i took over... 1st timer lar.. but most of them also i applied de.. hahah~ heng is can pass de.. hahahha!! after that, then we went bedok... i was around with niang niang most of the time lor.... we stayed there until like 11 then leave to go back tamp... i also playing with the drums lar.. hahah~ when we go there lar... come back tamp then never play cuz too late ler.... then niang niang say don play.. don play lor.. haha~

then later went back sua zeng liao.... then do this do that... then wei long took alot of photos of me with my meis n di.. hahah~ fun lor.. hEe!! then they donno do wat lar.. 12 plus still don wan go home.. then i ask. j.aloy faster... then can share cab ma... then took city cab cuz cheaper.. lOl!! smart huh?? :P

i think i'll spend more time in sua zeng liao ba... hun kip dian ar.. maybe not going back liao... cuz i think i'm happier in sua zeng ba.... although i spend most of my time n effort in hun kip dian last time to bring it up, but then.. aiya.. donno wat to say also lor....something like.. washing my hands off le ba.. jin pen xi shou... hahah....

LOVE

The four-letter word everyone longs to hear
To have that special someone whisper it in your ear
We wait our whole lives for the real thing
Many times mistaking what was only a fling

When you find that someone, you'll know it's real
Because in your heart, it will be love you feel
When you look in their eyes and feel your heart beating
You'll know it's the love that is never fleeting

Unselfishly you give your heart...
Hoping and praying it will not be torn apart
If ever this love proves not to be true
He'll leave with something belonging to you
A part of your heart forever he'll take
You will get over this, for your own sake

After all, you must still go on
For it is not your whole heart that is gone
Many believe in love at first sight
If you find that someone, hold on tight

Work on the relationship to make it grow
And in time you will know
If this is the love, you've waited your life for
You will never want or need... anything more

went to da bank this morning.. settled all the crap that i have to finally... applied fro a new poSb card... then went to cck to buy some stuff... met up with lim jia n yao hong at jurong entertainment centre to watch hitch...

the show.. erm... okie lar.. quite funny, i should say.. hahah~ yao hong went home after that.. then lim jia n i just hanged around lor.. saw alex n edwin.. our agents.. then juz plain chatting with them... then, went for work lor.. siAn riGht??

anyway.. the whole say today lar... mostly is for C650.... then followed by v3.. sian larx... today during working time.. i'm abit in subcon mode.. lOL!!! really subcon... then very quiet... donno why lar.... erm.. actually i know why, but it's a secret. so dont ask me abt it unless i want to tell you.

this thurs donno working or not... if not workin' then i going tamp. again.. hahah~ if working then too bad liao lor... hEe!

云集殿 has moved to changi liao... far.. far.. very far siA!! but is jus for temp. only lar... while we look for a better place.. ok, fine.. last fri when i went to tamp, i didn't know got yew keng.. lOL~ i'm still in xiao di's distribution list lar so he ask who want to go 真兴山庄 lor... then since i not workin, plus so long never go ler, kinda miss the people there.. all my meimeis n my johnson didi.. LOL!!!! and of course, aubrey, jian yi, aloy they all... oh, aubrey got a new gf.. hEe! pretty lady worx!!! hahaa~ best wishes for them!! =D

hope whatever happens in the future abt my so-called secret, is not for real lor... see when i'm free... go to the new 云集殿 to look around lor.. hEe!!

my ah ma is hospitalised again worx... since last wk..shir just now then tell me.. -.- also canot blame her lar... chz she's busy workin' ma... ok lar.. i think she don wan to study liao.. diAo~ at first say wan, then now say don wan.. kawaii onee-chan!! hEe! actually, tmr want to go see ah ma @ ttsh.. but aiya.. donno lar... same problem lor...

when a person gets old, is like that de.. that's life ba, i guess....

yesterday went to tamp.. reached home around 1am.. loL!! my shoulders are better now lar, but still abit aching frm yesterday's yew keng.. hEe~

went out with mother n bro this morning.. watched a series of unfortunate events at shaw centre... erm.. the show's fine lar... but the seats were a bit too cramped.. the space between the front the the back seat not enough... so my legs were kinda uncomfortable... hahah~

we went to cafe cartel at p.S. for lunch.. bro had sirloin steak, mom had back papper spare ribs, n i had grilled chicken.. i suppose the serving is for erm.. westerners.. cuz. .it's kinda huge, u see... hahah~ and we didnt finish them... juz wanna try out, that's why... but i finished the baby carrots frm mom n my plate.. hEe~ i like carrots.. well, any veg, except bitter gourd.. hEe~
i've abstained frm beef... totally.. hah! well, cutting down on red meat lar... partially due to health purposes lor...

haha~ juz now got 1 anonymous sms... then i replied who, then that person ask can call me or not.. haha~ then i ask who again lor.. then got phone call liao.. haha~ is the food stall korkor lor.. hahha~ so surprised worx!! he got my no. frm towkay ming... only got to know his name thru the phone juz now.. cuz he older ma.. then call him korkor lor.... hahhaha~ ah zu... ancestor that zu.... he's in singapore for around 2 yrs already lor.... he's got a stall in m'sia.. selling porridge.. then the people always call him zu zhou "cook porridge" LOL!!!!! diAo right?? he stays at jurong east.. haha~ next time can call him out to makan supper.. LOL!!!! jk lar... people also workin' ma... we only talk for afew mins on da phone.. cuz tmr morning gotta come down yew tee open stall lor... he's supposed to be at tuas area.. but that area under construction now so no choice, come back to y.T. fOOdcoUrt for 2 wKs lor... haha~ can disturb him again liao.. :D:D i liek disturbing people.. muAHah!! look how evil this darkk angell can be.. mUAHah!!!!

the world is goin' to be destroyed under the great hands of samuel lee n jacquelline chan!!!
wOrLd DeStRuCtIoN..
is NEAR!!

siAn~ tmr no work again.... lOL!! wed work, thurs no work, today work again, then tmr n sunday not working again~ then monday work... siAn LiFe!!!!

actually tmr want to go career seminar.. see how first lar.. daddy workin' tmr lor... siAN~ then don wan to go alone.. nvm.. maybe tmr night go tamp.. but if go tamp., then sunday if go out with mommy then sure cmi in time to meet her.. lOL~ cannot wake up early ma.. hEe~

today really sian... frm 3-5pm my line only ran 1 lot nia.. lOl~ cuz the bluetooth label havent arrived yet.. -.- then we went for dinner around 4 plus... 5 plus then started packing....

that's all for today.. on the phone now.. hEe!!

i am finally done with it.. YES, finally done with my new layout for my blog.. it took me frm 2pm all the way to 3am.... then couldnt connect to the network.. -.- siGh~ guess it was time to rest lor... was havin gastric after shuttin' my com.. cuz erm... work till forget to eat n drink.. LOL!!!!!
anyway, i log in to continue after wakin' up lar... so i can say it's a 2 days work.. and it's finally done!! woHoO!!

i think there's something wrong with my com.. i think i've restarted it more then 20 times since yesterday.. muAhah!! feel so slpy now lar.. but cannot lor.. cuz gotta work later.. siAn~

so erx... hope u like my new layout lar.... i'll continue on more editing if i've got time lorx.. hEe~

went to sch to take my o's today.. was at the salon first.. to get my hair sprayed black.. omg.. yuCk~!!!! i had to wash my hair 3 full times when i got home... ShuCkS!! now my hair's full of papaya smell.. yUm YuM~!!! used that papaya shampoo lar.. that's why.. hEe!

it's back again.. those dreams... kinda had enough of them for the past few years lar.. was gone for months and is back again now.. siGh.. wth... it's those.. foreseeing dreams.. those dreams that you wont want to have, i'm sure... i'm havin' trouble sleeping nowadays, thank to them... i'm returning to slp in the living room with paps lar... instead of sleeping alone in my bedroom. i mean, it IS really that scary lor... almost waking up everyday like a differnt person... it's difficult.. very difficult, u know... it isn't as easy as you think... if i have a choice, i wont rather not have those dreams... it's really shitty.... u wont understand unless you've been through it.

it's just fuckin' haunting lar.. can someone just do somethin' abit it.. pls???!!!!!!