2nd time in my life...

I almost couldn't make it for e meeting this afternoon, and not even updating my blog right here, right now... just a drop of my agenda, and i'd really be gone... and i was too stunned to even notice e bike's plate no...

e first time happened when i was 16, on e way back frm RCHQ.... it was a bike as well.. i love bikes, but i really hate the riders sometimes... dont they even look where they're going?!?!?!?!?!

all things happen for a reason...
depending on that split of a sec, when u're supposed to be dead at 12:00:00, you'll never leave past 12:00:01. all are pre-destinied.... you're also alive for a reason when u're just a split of a sec difference from dying...

for me, for having 2x of almost dying, i'm still in search of e reason...

2011!!

Thanks gg, for inviting us to your mei's chalet. Been such a long time since without sleeping for 40 hours straight...@_@

Met with jx jm, wl @ amk hub on xmas eve's pm... managed to get few things for tun. With blessings, dear drove us to tamp, to meet awl. Got to chalet about 4+pm. We started e bbq pit, which i thought it's pretty early... but anyway, we started munching away... heeheheh~ all e way till after hui was done with her cake-cutting, to avoid party crashing, e 6 of us went downtown east, in search of doing something... in e end, we played CS, tcss till 2+am, when our movie started. watched The Tourist, pretty good, i must say. ^^ Back to chalet about 4+am, started e bit *again*, drank and munchin' away till daybreak *yea, i know it's few hours....*

Swam with kel for few hours before leaving e chalet. got sunburnt, but not as bad as when i was swimming for 10 hours straight. *duhz*

though we've been meeting quite frequently, but it's been a long time since most of us were all together.. (jm preferred his fireworks photo-taking, derrick @ marina bay countdown). it's a simple countdown, yet i really cherish. ^_^ Sometimes, tcss is good enough... lepak-ing... =P

and yea, that's how i spent my 40 hours without sleep. LoLs...

Back to work & school again... but if i may say, nth change at all, even if it's a new year. Life still gotta go on, as usual. In Sg, it getting more and more holiday mood-less. why? it's freaking obvious, don't cha think?

Whatever you want it to be... it all depends on you

Humans live with numerous faces in their whole lives, by going under the knife, or within them.

It's alright if someone went under the knife several times as whatever within them still remains. For those who live with different faces as a non-physical aspect, the bearer will have to keep up with it. It's tiring, but they chose the path. Nobody asked them to. And no, they can never stop. Once you started, you can't stop. It's not addiction, but if you do stop, all that were said and done will be burnt to ash. You might as well pray that you'll be burnt to ash as well.

But, it's a process how one will look at it with temptation. Yes, nobody will know the actual face of yours, the REAL YOU. All that were shown are merely facades, which can be fabricated as many as you want. You can own different types of lives you want.

For some, somehow, they are in desperate need for it. Like oxygen to life, blood to vampires and demons. It leads unwanted attention away from your real life, life that nobody will have to know about.

To study humans, you can never trust them.

KL KL KL!!!

I"m @ KL!! it's been donkey years since my last visit.. =P Just had our dinner @ e hotel's restaurant since they're having a seafood buffet. ^^ David's sleeping now.. he's been awake since yesterday 9+pm just to drove me home after class... Met with his friend (forgot his name... AGAIN.. =.=!!) @ 1+am to start our journey to KL. He's having an engine transplant from 1E to 3E. Unlike changing to 4E, the difference with 3E is pretty minimal, time taken will be shorter compared to 4E.

Drove to Danny's WS 1st thing we got to KL to park our friend's car, sent him to Pasa Rayat since he gotta rush back to SG for a wushu performance. Went to meet Ivan for our car's cruise control. And since Msia doesn't have Honda Civic 1.8 for Manual (they only have auto here), we couldn't get our cruise control done today after being there from 0930hrs to 15++hrs. But no fret since we're only lacking of a relay, we'll have to get back tomorrow to his place to get it done.

Btw, I've got a new laptop Asus U33Jc. Wanted to get U43Jc at first, but it's heavier so i changed my decision instead. ^^ And it's a 8-cell batt life, can keep it running @ top performance for 5 hours non-stop. Unless it's @ power-saving mode, it's a totally different story. ^^

Work & sch life's good and getting better every single second. The best thing of my job? I don't have Monday blues anymore, and everyday is a happy day of working life!! wahahhaha~~

Just got back from today's class... It was a busy but fruitful week, i even spent the whole week @ PB (except for tue), can you imagine?? hahahss...
Mon: Meeting w FOSTA
Tue: C5&6 Progress Meeting w PUB
Wed: Meeting w TCs
Thu: Supposedly to meet w SCDF, but cancelled
Fri (today): meeting w LTA

Though the meeting was supposed to be @ 0900hrs on Monday, FOSTA forgotten about it, so was only able to start @ 1100 hrs. I just went to class directly from PB.

Tue's meeting's @ PUB ofc, as usual, till 4 plus.. talked to IE's PMs on some issues, left out my DPM & RE...they rejected my invitation when were asked to join us.. =P

Wed's meeting w TCs @ 1030 & 1400... somehow or rather, 1030's ended faster than expected, ended up walking to taka from ENV, lunch, walked around kino, and back to ENV for 1400 meeting.. =.= i'm pretty ps about the scheduled meeting time arranged by yours truly... =P

Thurs is a huge mistake... we didn't even need to meet w SCDF, but somehow or rather it was arranged. gotta cancelled w e mgmt in e end. though i did some work @ PB, i'd still prefer my own ofc.. ^^ but it's still a blessing in disguise.. david drove me home!!! WahahHHAHAHHAhaha~~!!!

Met w LTA officers in e late pm, dinner @ Bugis, & to class. Apparently, someone was "harping" about me being late for class during dinner. =.= i even got the time to wait for my sch's free shuttle service, ogayz? hahahss!! Had porridge for dinner, and e portion is freakin' huge!! i was kinda speechless when i saw it, but glad that i had someone to share it with ^^. It's good, by the way... satisfaction. ^^

here it is, my working days of this week... and next week's packed as well, though it's only 2 days till date...

and we have yet to get our results for last papers.. damn u, MDIS, why are u being such a snail...??!!!

Thoughts..

Am posting this entry while lying in my bed.... can't sleep though.... things happened to my darling in school, but at least it was solved. Babe, miss u lots, dearie!!!

Just thinking if I'm too independent...seems to me that I no longer know how to rely on others... I was being asked today to share some of my workload. Though I really wanted to, I just don't know how to rely on people anymore. No doubt my work is stressful to a certain extent (which job isn't), but I'm enjoying the stress.... workaholic?? I don't know.... but I do know that it keeps things off my mind when I need e least of 'em.

Xmas is reaching pretty fast, not sure if it'll be e same as previous years, going to Granduncle's for Xmas celebration...

Hope all is well for everyone!!

It's been freaking long since my last flu attack.. and i'm having it now... and it sucks uberly BIG time!!! i thought it's just another attack of my norm rhinitis, but it's not... proven which my nose has been an opening tap since lunch time, after getting caught in the rain... =.=

went to zgg's house yesterday pm... ROFL~ we always go each other's house last min..hahahz.. kel & tun gg were already there like 1 plus, so i told zgg that i'll only be there after she woke up...
was supposed to be there around 2-3pm, but the lil' one was sleeping till 2 plus, so by the time i got there it's almost 4pm.. :P and i got a ride from David.. heehee~~ didn't stay for long though, after feeding the cheeky one, we went for dinner @ god-knows-where zichar diam... ROFL... only think i know it's opp. MINDEF. pretty cheap $46 for 4 pax, inclusive of 10 bucks for satay.

We went BPP after that.. zgg bought westlife CD from Popular, though i couldn't find my Byakuya's sticker!! sigh~~i've got rukia's on my ezlink already, byakuya's supposed to be on the other side... they look good together, ya know? *screaming of all byaruki fans...SSCCCRREAAAMMMM!!!* =X

went PB for meeting with one of contractors this morning... i'll make up your lunch another day k, Linh? :PP

and no, i'm not doing this in class.. i ain't attending class this evening.. much THANKS to my freakin' nose which doesn't know when to stop when it should.. =.=!! currently, i'm nicely wrapped in this oh-so-wonderful shawl, courtesy of COC. Cambodia...though i hadn't seen him face to face before, but he gave me this thoughtful gift... just perfect when my exam room = human-size freezer...*bbrrrrr*

Irene, i've got flu as well!!! *Lame...zzz*

New term has started...

Start of a new term, 2 modules... Principles of Biz Mgmt II & Principles of Mrkting & Production Mgmt. For the latter, it's supposed to be one of our former lecturer, Mr Siew, but it got changed somehow.. clash of classes, maybe? Anyway, our new lecturer for that module is so strict.. sign once before going to break, and another one after break... means we can't zao after break!!! shit head... new assignments again~

I went for appt with one of the owners this morning, called kathy jie after that if she's free for coffee... then when i arrived @ TP and waited for like god knows how long, she msged saying no mj kaki is free, asked if tues is free for coffee instead... LoL~ anyway, i didn't leave with no reports from TP.. ^^

was doing some research on my own on humans.. that's abt it, basically. Till now, nth much.. it's about the same as what you'll be able to get from books, authors like Allan & Babara Pease, etc...

I'm getting one of their books, though it's a huge possibility that only Kino has it, as usual...sigh~ Will get it if i'm around Orchard... i've given up hopes on Popular for all the books i wanna get... damn you Popular, you shouldn't even exist in SG if the type of books you're selling is so FREAKIN' LIMITED!!!

P.S.: I'm so sorry that i couldn't join y'll for dinner on Fri, though i uberly wanted to... =( i've got class which i've promised my babes to attend & i really have to go (1st lesson) even though i dont really feel like going... will join y'll next time if there is no fri lessons, yea? hugz~

Longest entry since... god knows when... :P

Done with my exam for this year... i'm so prepared to re-take my financing & accounts, seriously...

Went out with the girls on Wed straight after our exam, too bad Yada couldn't join us. We had dinner at Khansama Tandoori Restaurant, Upper Serangoon Road (You can find the link under my good food recommendation). It's located along the shophouses, 2nd-storey is air-conditioned whereas the ground floor isn't.
We were at the 2nd-floor, and the atmosphere was relly great with the interior designs and all. We gotta wait a while for the food (it really wasn't that long, but we were all so famished till 1 scond felt like an hour.. :P) and it was so OISHHHHIIIII~~!! We ordered chicken fried rice, 1 garlic & plain naan, tandoori chicken, kebaabs, etc. $51.90 for total amount spent. Fabulously bloated ^^

Met mommy for lunch @ 11am on Thurs, PS.... were deciding between Crystal Jade & Swensen's... went to Swensn's in the end since they were still having their 1-for-1 lunch promo between 11am to 2pm. We both has Wagyu beef, mom's medium-done, mine's medium-rare (as usual :P). Just walked around after lunch, mom bought a top from coldwear for me.. thanks, mom!! Went to HDB hub for meeting after that... ^^ btw, wagyu beef is still e best!!! i love u, wagyu beef!!!

Since my exam's over for this term, celebrated zgg's bday on Fri... treated him to congqing steamboat as a treat for his bday. Was thinking to get him soemthing at first, but back to my own character, food is still the best... Whhahahahha~~ anyway, he picked the place, so i'm fine with it if he's happy cause it's for his bday ^^... Total amt spent for 2pax was about $92... good food. ^^ went to tun gg's house and ton till 8am next day, took cab home.

Looking forward to 11 Dec 2010!!

Another round of exam is here soon... after Deepavali... Seriously, i really dont think i'll have the chance of passing my accounting & finance.. good gracious...

bbzgg's bday is here soon... fortunately, it's after our exam.. wahahahaha~ he's having his exam now, so didn't talk to him much about his bday celebration. not sure if e rest of our zz familie are going as well... but anyway, i've checked a couple of great places for dinner, but still unsure of plans after that..hmmm...

and yes, i'm supposed to be studying now... bye!! :P

I pass my exam for my 1st term!!! yEA~!!! and i seriously thought that i'd fail and would have to retake 2nd paper, fail & re-module... =P

Many things happened over last week... till i'm so, so, very tired... at least, i've completed 1 assignment, 1 more to go.. chiong ar~!!!!!

I guess that's how my life is going to be for now... work, reports, class, assignments, presentation, exam, the lil' devil... ^^