Lunar New Year!!!

Happy Lunar New Year!!! It's the year of Snake~~~

Went visiting for 3 days and with only less than 4 hours of sleep each night... POWER~!!!! and lots of food made me feel so sinful... gosh~~ i'm really going to return to my veg diet, seriously...

2nd counselling session done with CFRC. No conclusion as well, i think a trial is really inevitable in my case... why can't he just give up... what's the point of fighting the case just for the sake of fighting? He's not even taking care of her anyway, relying on his parents all the time. What's the point...

Last thing which i hate for it to happen.. i'm falling ill... gosh~ blocked nose & dry cough... mood spoiler!!!

Jan 2013

It's 2013!! Not a good year for me for 2012, I'm sure this year will be much better. ^_^

I just have no idea why he just don't wanna sign the paper!!! wasting time, seriously... I could have get my things done earlier if he just sign it instead fighting the case. He has absolutely no chance of winning but he just doesn't get it. Anyway, tomorrow will be the family session for child support issue.

Stopped my dance lessons for a while now... too busy with girl and my dad whose foot has yet to recover... I think he will still be on HL even after i start work in Feb...wahhahaa! =P

CNY is in Feb, but i don't have thy holiday season mood... >.< think i'm mood-less for holiday season. Nevertheless, shopping for girl's clothings & shoes were done though i still gotta get her a new pair of sandals as well (adding to shopping list for Feb).

Girl's having enrichment classes 4x/week = $200+ additional to her current school fees. At least it's during her class's time so it doesn't make any difference or changes to school schedule.She's been staying with us for months now, and the school principal even noticed that she's happier in school now compared when she was staying with my in-laws. And yes, i noticed her grandfather tries to peek at her when she's in school frequently. But i just don't get it, they don't even call me to ask how she is, when she will be staying over at their place. It has always been me calling in-laws asking if they want her to stay over at the weekends. Seriously??? I don't even know if they really care for her or something.... But anyway, I will never give her up to them, ever.

Christmas!! But...

Christmas is just 2 days away, but i'm enjoying 0 of it, thanks to my nose... what a holiday!! I want my sunshine back to cure my nosey-nose but it's all rainy here!!! blasphemy... Supposed to stayover at mom's place with  En but the plan is gonna get blown if our one-of-a-stupid-kind flu doesn't get lost...

2 months more to the last day of my vegetarian meals.... and coincidentally, it falls on Chinese New Year!! kekeke~Surprisingly, i'm able to stick to it and the portion of each meal decreases too. I suppose i'm gonna stick to it even after CNY excluding fish esp. salmon sashimi!!! =D gosh, i miss salmon sooooo muchhhh!!!! the first thing I'm gonna splurge on is salmon  after completing my vegetarian schedule... wahahhaahah!!!

Pray pray...

Kelvin gg is still in NUH... all of us are so worried about him... transferred from AH's ICU to NUH's HDU... just transferred to normal ward today... hais... helping him to 祈福 by being vegetarian for 3 months. 我相信我能办得到. That's all i can do for him anyway. Fortunately, yt area has a damn nice vegetarian stall... ^_^ don't mind eating...

dad's leg is still in a cast.. medical rv in dec... i dont really like these 2 months... BUT!! am still gonna be optimistic!! ^_^

Impromptu!!!

A very impromptu decision i made today... My long locks are long gone, replaced by short, very shor hair now!! Shiok, and more shiok!! LOL~ The last time i had short hair was 10 years ago, and my current hair is even shorter than that though part of it is longer since the style is not even intentionally. God, i love LOVE my hair now!! Super thankful for the impromtu-ness!! haha!!!! webcam w Adel earlier, she was shocked!! didn't expect my hair to be this short when i told her i chopped my locks off.... =P Am gonna wait for my hair to grow few inches longer, and another change of hairstyle for new year!! ^_^

Oh, i LOVE Hairlistic Team, w Nic as my hairstylist... all the way!!! Big thankies to Lav who intro her hairstylist to me!! Muacks!!

大悲咒

藏语的音译:

 

南摩惹纳达拉雅雅，南摩阿里雅佳纳，

萨嘎拉贝勒佳纳，

尤哈拉佳雅，达他嘎达雅，

阿啦哈帝，桑雅桑布达雅，

纳摩萨噜哇，达他嘎提贝，阿啦哈达呗，

桑雅桑布提呗，南摩阿里雅阿哇噜格帝，

秀哇啦雅，布地萨埵哇雅，

玛哈萨埵哇雅，玛哈嘎噜尼加雅，

达地雅他嗡，达啦、达啦、

提力、提力、杜露、杜露、

易笛威、易笛、加列、加列、

不啦加列、不啦加列、

固苏美、固苏玛哇垒、易利、密利积地、作哈啦、玛巴、纳雅、梭哈

好... 就這樣...

我要的, 得到了.. 不過,只有一半... 給自己時間, 兩個星期後, 如果真的還是沒聲沒息, 敲門的時間了.

罪惡感, 對一些人來說還真是強烈. 可以因為罪惡感 (我覺得), 就能把正在逕行的事, 說不干就不干. 真不知道在搞什麼. 這樣做, 把其他人當成什麼了. 是否因為我們是女的, 就能把我們呼之而來喚之而去? 還真以為每個女人都有一樣的想法, 都無所謂?

Anyway, JX's gf went back to Kuching after coming to SG for his convocation and mid-autumn festival. She's nice, just kinda blur.. =X Should be dropping by again next mth end for JX gg's bday.

看破紅塵。。。

可能吧。。 看破紅塵。。 感覺上，好像真的不能再愛上人了。喜歡一個人，我想我還能做得到，不過如果有一天，哥哥們問我是否愛上了人，我會說不可能。哥覺得是因為往古，造成了恐懼，導致心裏建造了圍墻。

恐懼，可能也可能不。雖然有枕邊人的感覺真的很棒，不過不一定需要在一段戀情裏。宗旨只是有人陪伴而已。

7th month is over!!

Ghost festival is finally over!! Goodness, i had been eating, drinking, eating, drinking.. alcohol consumption is HUGE!! hahaha~ but it's with dad and his colleagues, so all is still good. ^_^

Last round was on Friday, 2 tables for SMRT @ Kaki Bukit Crescent. We were the noisiest of all.. LOL~ we didn't create a scene or anything, just highest level of enjoyment.. other tables were affected by our enjoyment anyway. Saw uncle Chow finally!! Last time i saw him was during my wedding... uncle Soh & Tok as well. ^_^ Uncle Chow got aimed like mad... by me, dad, SK Lim, Steven, Vincent, etc. practically 3/4 of the our 2 tables.. he's quite "high" when we were leaving, i think carlsberg is not his type...
Anyway, the moment we were there, the next table started to get my attention, i siam & siam.. so whenever dad & uncles went for a smoke, i'll just go with them even though i don't smoke... but Bro Steven still nudged at me and said "next table is calling for u".. i was like "i know!!! i siam already... u still... -.-". For the entire event, that table was action-packed, trying all ways & means to get my view.. LOL! I think prolly is caused by my own enjoyment of drinking with my dad's colleagues cum friends via emptying glasses of beer at 1 go.. =P so it became that they were cheering for me for all my empty glasses.. hahaha!! I had totally no idea how much i drank when dad asked me.. =P

Near end of event, one of the guys came over & said wanna jio a glass with me, i'm already having my round with uncle chow anyway so i kinda ignored him, so uncle Lam went over his table after that and said "u wanna drink with her? Can. You drink with me first." ROFL~ Epic, he didn't come over in the end.. wahahaha!! And he still asked Chow if we are going for 2nd round when i'm beside him, Chow was like "2nd round? 我要回家了..." haha~ he asked Chow to bring me go... he replied can, only if he agrees. Then i added all must agree then can.. That guy was like, "wah.. so difficult to ask you out ah?" replied was "of course" ROFL!!

All of us were talking about this in the bus to Eunos.. hhaha!! I was telling dad that that group action-packed only... Uncle Lam asked them they don't dare already... if really 2nd round, Uncle Lam & Peter will definitely make sure they KO..flat.. hahha!!

Went koptiam for tcss after that, all were continuing 1-2 mugs of beer except for 门神, sis pauline & me with my teh o kosong. ^_^ The best alcohol-get-lost drink for me..

The happiest 7th month!!

not in a good mood..seriously.

Phone's screen is crashed... like spider web... dropped it screen down onto walkpath and *bamm* Happened in the morning during C7 site walk... what an awesome event to start my day, seriously.

Next thing. I'm really unhappy about someone. What? An eye for an eye? You bloody got it. Indeed, I made you angry, so angry. But i apologised. Now, i merely asked for an opinion for a photo and i'm being ignored. You are busy, and i understand that perfectly. But at least let me know that you ain't free or it's not convenient so I won't wait for your reply like an idiot cause it matters. You matter. The heck with this...

Anyway, am getting Ryan to re-touch 1 photo... i love it so much that i wanna post it up... but there's a certain thing to be hidden... =P

Dream photoshoot is done...

I managed to get it done... Still don't believe i really did it!! hahah~ what an awesome experience though it was tiring to wake up at 5.30am which i don't even wake up so early for work.. (>.<), makeup & hairdo, and the entire shoot took almost 6 hours till 2+pm. BIG special thanks to Lavania for giving her full support on this, doing my makeup & hairdo and driving me to Jayvis's place, Ryan & Jayvis for making this come true and their patience and waking up so damn early cause of this *_*
well, i've got 1 wish done, so if i'm gonna die tomorrow, at least i'll die with 1 lesser regret.. ^_^

and now it's time for... anxiety!! A dance performance tonight for Jaya's friend's 60th birthday.. and it's my very first choreo.. my god!!! Anxiety level risens!! Hope it goes well and hope they like it...