YoShX~sho long never update le..sorry worx..cuz pc spoil liaoz..again..*sigh* anyway, alot of things happened in school these days..oh well..juz some misunderstandings among some frens of mine..also donno how to help them sia...*sad sad* but i think now should be better le ba.....

oh yea..another sad news..well, my school lost in the West District Footdrill Competition..SAD~!!! but~ Jurong Sec still got the 1st..somemore Alfred still got Best Commander worx..CoNgRaTs~!! happy for them..whoask me got sho much gd frens in there..hee hee..know them frm SYF'02, NDP'03 and don't forget West District NCO Camp'03!! LoL~!! it's fun fun..though it's kinda tough too..oh well..whateva..hee~ it's over!!! but our friendship's not!! LoLx~!! i'm crazy..i'm mad..hahaha~~

in ju-jitsu ar..hmmz..nothing special lo..learning new techniques for the orange belt grading. still ok ba, i think..juz that cannot partner wif SaM sia..everytime partner with him, both of us sure got accidents...last tues partner wif him, i injured my head..*diaoz* he accidentally let go his hand in the air when doing ogoshi...*sigh* chenghuan these days also weird weird de..real bad mood..yu yan partner with her yesterday also scared of her liaoz..relax la,sista~~ last fri also got accident..*diaoz* when doing the rolling back, accidentally hit my head to ling fong senpai's knee..*ouch!!!* den after that, i walked back, accidentally hit his heel with my heel..gone-case liaoz..really..LoL~ when can i stop being sho blur ar?? *sigh*

jus read carolyn's blog..looks like alota things happen to them.. don be sad, kiez?? not i'm telling u to break up with him la..but if u really can't continue, juz have to let go ba..*sigh* don think too much also worx..

last but not least, nothing else la..hehe~ buaiz~!! hope that my pc will be well soon~ *sigh*

The Most Perfect Guy

When I first met you I knew it was true,
I was in love and there was nothing I could do.

From the minute I get up 'til the time I go to bed,
Visions of you roll crazily through my head.

You're perfect in every way that you could be,
I just wish you felt the same about me.

You're a gift from the gracious lord above,
I'd give anything for just one second of your love.

I love you so much, I honestly do,
There's no other guy as PERFECT as you!!!

Touched the soul of thee

I’ve held you in my arms before –
So close were you to me,
Then kissed the lips I longed for,
And touched the soul of thee,
At night I’ve loved you often,
When our passions overcame,
The souls who longed to hurt us,
Those who wouldn’t play the game,
But in us we felt the longing,
The one whose love was true,
Who wanted to feel the joys in life,
Like the joys I found in you,
I’ll tremble when I touch you,
Cry when our souls unite,
Then soar among the angels,
When I feel your soul's delight,
And when that day arrives,
When as one we’ll surely be,
I will have known no greater joy,
For I touched the soul of thee.

LETTING YOU GO

I THOUGHT THE LOVE YOU FELT FOR ME
WOULD ALWAYS BE FOREVER.
I BELIEVED YOU WHEN YOU SAID TO ME
THAT YOU WOULD HURT ME NEVER.
YOU LOOKED INTO MY EYES,
AND YOU SWORE I WAS THE ONE.
YOU TOLD ME THAT THE CHEATING STOPPED;
AND THAT YOU HAD BEEN DONE.
IF YOU EVEN CARED A LITTLE,
YOU WOULD NOT HAVE DONE ALL THAT,
BUT NOW IT'S TOO LATE FOR US,
AND YOU CAN'T TAKE IT BACK.
I KNOW THERE ARE MANY SECRETS
THAT YOU STILL HOLD DEEP INSIDE.
I WISH YOU COULD HAVE TOLD THE TRUTH
INSTEAD OF ALL THE LIES.
YOU KNOW THAT YOU WERE LOVED,
BUT SO MUCH YOU'LL NEVER KNOW;
AND IT HURTS ME TO DO THIS,
BUT I HAVE TO LET YOU GO.

HOW WILL I KNOW

HOW CAN I TELL IF YOUR LOVE IS FOR REAL
GET INTO YOUR HEART TO SEE HOW YOU TRULY FEEL
HOW WILL I KNOW IF YOUR INTENTIONS ARE SINCERE
OR IF YOU'RE SIMPLY SAYING WHAT YOU THINK I WANT TO HEAR
HOW DO I TRUST THAT YOU ONLY WANT ME
WHEN I KNOW ABOUT THE PLAYER YOU USED TO BE
WHAT CLUES DO I LOOK FOR WHEN SEARCHING FOR TRUTH
HIDDEN IN WHAT YOU SAY OR WHAT YOU DO
I WISH I COULD KNOW AND KNOW FOR SURE
THAT YOUR LOVE IS STRONG, LOYAL AND PURE
NO CONFUSION WITH INFATUATION OR LUST
I REALIZE THAT TRUE LOVE IS BASED ON TRUST
BUT I'VE BEEN HURT AND I'M SCARED TO TRY
THE LOWER YOU GO, THE HARDER IT IS TO CLIMB
OUT OF A HOLE OF LOVE'S DESPAIR
IT'S DARK AND LONELY AND NO ONE ELSE IS THERE
HOW DO I KNOW WHEN TO LET THE WALLS TUMBLE
HOW CAN I BE SURE MY WORLD WILL NOT CRUMBLE
IT'S A HUGE GAMBLE OF UNCERTAIN CHANCES
EVER LASTING LOVE OR A LIFETIME OF SADNESS

My Promise to You

In the morning when the cool chills the air
My promise to you is that I'll be there
To keep you warm, to make you smile
And to let you know I will always care

If you wake up sick or just a little blue
My promise to you is that I'll take care of you
'Til I see that smile, 'til you're up and well
And 'til you know that my love is true

If things don't go right and the rain won't end
My promise to you is that I'll be your friend
To brighten up your day, to keep you safe
And to show you my love won't break or even bend

In the evening when the sun sets and stars rise
My promise to you is that when you close your eyes
You won't have to worry 'cause I'll be there
In the morning to love you as we greet the sunrise

Without You

Waking up each morning,
now a different way,
a piece of me is missing
now that you've walked away.

Confusion in your life-
now I understand,
wishing you would have talked to me
while being able to hold my hand.

Making it sound so easy
but I know you still care,
I miss you more
knowing you're no longer there.

Your tears and hugs
confuse me even more,
wanting to hear your voice
more now than ever before.

Waiting and waiting
feeling more empty as each day goes by,
nothing seems more important
than having you back in my life.

Nothing I wouldn't do
to have us back together,
but now I hear how you're doing
and understand, without me, you're much better.

yesterday went to my 2nd granduncle's house.. having a birthday party mahz..every year also got de.. anyway, i got there around 5.30pm..and talked with adeline they all..waiting for mommy and sam..den mother came..sam not here.. why?? tired.. -.-"" pang seh me sia..KaOz~ he promised me yesterday de..sigh.. also said that scarli if i not there den he will be bored lahz..WhAt ThE~ for your info, i'll always be there every yr de..SiGh~ SaD~ was waiting for him to play daidee with me de..but nvm lo.. next time ba~

anyway, it's kinda fun..LoL~ the cake's nice..MmM~ =P and the food's nice too.. YuMMy~ kekeke~ den it's like the whole house ish really packed with people sia..my 4th granduncle-in-law not there..coz he not feeling wellz..heard frm they all..sigh..muz pray pray hard.. den got one uncle also not there..same same..sigh..also muz pray hard.. SiGh~~ pray for health!!

HaPPy NeW YeAr~!!

HaPPy NeW YeAr~!! sorry for da late one..cuz yesterday was kinda..lazy to update..hehe..was playing gunbound..plus i have a poem to share!! =P

juz got home frm a movie..The Last Samurai..WoHoo~!! i watched with yiling.. nice show~~ muz watch muz watch!!! die also have to watch~~ kekeke.. ths next show i wanna watch ish Silver Hawk..seems to me not bad lehz..see when i free go watch again..LoL~

wellz..that's all ba..don't ask me abt the show worx..if not spoil the whole thing liao..kekeke~~ gotta go now..buaiz~!!

One Day

I wish that I could have you,
But your just out of my reach.
Our friendship means something special
but a relationship would be sweet

I don't know how to tell
But I talk to you all the time
Sometimes I just want to hold you
Oh, I wish you could be mine

One day I will get my chance
Just wait and you will see
My life would be a perfect dance
If our hearts waltzed in harmony.

Cupid?

I wonder... does cupid ever fall in love?
Even his fate is controlled by the above
Does his heart ever ache or skip a beat?
Has cupid ever been swept off his feet?

Does his stomach ever fill with butterflies?
I wonder if Cupid has ever been shy, or ever cried
Or if on his very first kiss did he, too, close his eyes?
Can he strike his own heart when his golden arrow flies?

Is Cupid, the great giver of love, himself alone,
Without a soft voice to whisper in his ear
Or a gentle ear to listen to his every woe?
Who is there to hold him as his eyes slowly close?