feel like crying..

well..as i've guessed something really happened today..2 bad things..it turns out today that my condition ish not improving..doc gimme 4 days mc..damn him..cannot bargain..cos now..it's really pain..god knows how much pain i've endure..arghz..really don feel like living on earth..torturing me sia..

ermz..wellz..i'm back to single again..fast huh..haix..he sms-ed me juz now..right after my dinner with my dad..sayin' sorry..after looking at the sorry..i knew what happened..cos we didn't quarrel or anything..sho i guess that it's the end of our realationship..guess what?? i was right..very right..he still like his ex..haix..he said that it's unfair to me if he still stead with me when he still likes his ex..what the hell does he take me for..substitute for his ex or what?? he should jolly well know how he feels..if he can't even figure out what is going on inside him, den forget abt starting a relationship then. oh wellz..guess my intuition my right huh..donno why lahz..juz feel like crying lo..so many things happened recently..haix..budden i can't cry..really can't..i juz can't cry at home..my dad will start asking and i don't want to tell him abt this..i really wish that wei ling was here..haix..wellz..i guess that's the outcome of taking a vow..i took a vow last year..that i will..never will..like someone ever again..but i broke it..sho juz have to bear the consequences then..although it's difficult..but to live on..i juz have to..
wellz..hope that hong teck could be with his ex again..wish him gd luck here..although i know that he would never drop by and take a look.