damn damn damn.. i'm in a super bad mood..darn..juz thought of some idiot.... i had enuff of this..really had enuff...few weeks ago.. i jus wrote down some idiot who juz pissed me off..ok, fine.. i admit, i bare grudges..can't i?? HUH HUH??!!
wat an idiot!! darn.. feel like crying.. in fact i am crying know..but who knows.. and who will care also..i'm not sighing..and i don give a damn already...i had had enuff of this whole pile of shit..this whole world..those idiots who really made my life this miserable..i don believe in this phrase...good person got good retribution.. wat shit is this...damn it.. i'm suicidal, can't i be?? HUH??!! i committed suicide b4, but failed..who cares?? everyone juz care for themselves..what's da point of helping others then..idiots...BAKERO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!! damn..tmr ish my chinese o's...studied already....but i juz feeling like giving up everything..really had enuff...no one understands..nobody....
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i hate this world...i hate everything..juz everything...stupid stuff......darn...stupid idiots..stupid people...idiots....BAKA!!!!!
damn damn...i'm pissed off...super pissed off...i've bottled too much things inside...hide too much feelings..i donno how long can i tolerate this pile of shit..i'll snap one day...mark my words, universe...and when i snap, i won't allow anyone to step over me again..to take me for granted again...shit this stupid idiotic world...shit to all this crap...
i slit my wrist b4, and i can jolly well do it again..it's not that i don't dare..i even dare to jump off a building.. i'm not scared of death..wat's there to be scared off...i don't see anything holding my back..except for my father and mother's family...other than that, nothing.. i trust frens no longer..yes.. no longer..i've been betrayed anuff.. and i really mean enuff..been treated for granted too many times..too many people..had enuff of it..alof of my frens said i share secrets with them..wait till they next life will i share..it's juz a bunch of crap..i don't share my deep secrets..when i say it out.. it's a secret no more..but i still keep other people secrets with me..even if i'm on my deathbed, i still won't say anything..
so don be surprised if u see my name as a headline one day..it's no big deal..everyone will die..it's juz a matter of time.