damn... they're back again... my dreams, i mean.. the've been gone for months. i thought they'll be gone forever.. but i'm wrong.. totally... it started since few weeks ago.. absolutely got nothing to do with that white noise movie, okay...

i mean, it's like... the dreams have been with me for like.. years and years.. those.. foreseeing dreams lar.. i bet everyone has them lor... i've dreamt of disasters.. basically everything.. it's just.. scary, that's what i can say... it'd just too scary... i wasn't able to sleep well these days.. dont dare to sleep alone in my bedroom.. so i'm always sleeping in the living room with paps.. oh, well.. what can i say... it's not that i've too much of an imagination... i just don't know how to describe that feeling... it's something that nobody would really know unless you've been through it.

anyway, i got my results today. sicks, totally. totally expected. hah! only managed to pass 2 subjects, eng n chi. failed the others... gonna retake as a priv. cand. anyway..