How are you over the rainbow, my friend?

Was sending happy birthday wishes to Win. Ironically, the last convo we had was about your passing. Sigh... I wonder if you’re well over the rainbow; if you can see us and smile from above.
You once said “来，喝茶喝茶” when I almost erupted at your team at the site ofc. I owe you that cup of tea which I never get to return anymore. 我这一辈子的遗憾。
快一年了，朋友。你走的快一年了。
欠你一年的泪我今天也哭完了。
欠你的那杯茶，如果来世我们还是朋友，我还你。

請 問，要 老 公 來 幹 嘛？

「每一個不懂愛的人，都會遇到一個懂愛的人。然後經歷一場刻骨銘心的愛，然後分開。後來不懂愛的人，慢慢懂了。懂愛的人，卻不再愛了。」


飯我會做，衣服我會洗，錢我會掙，地我會拖，架我會打，街我會逛，車我會開，出去我也會玩。有了老公還要給他洗衣做飯收拾家務，還要照顧他家人！

最討厭有些男人無比得意的說:「我們男的離婚可以找十八的，你們女的離婚只能找八十的！」
我只想說:「你找十八的，得把人家娶回來當奶奶供著，我找八十的，是去他家當奶奶被人家哄著，咱倆上下差四輩呢，那能一樣嗎?要是不小心弄到一家去，你得早晚問安叫我祖奶奶，你得多少遺產得我分配!你還跟我炫耀啥?」

讓女人失望的不是你沒有錢，而是在你身上看不到希望。藉口與欺騙，其實她都能看的很明白，也許只是不說。

永遠不要低估一個女人和你同甘共苦的決心，只要你拿真心來換。

不用讓一個女人適應孤獨，一旦她適應了，也就不需要你了。
人人都說女孩子不要太要強，太獨立，太厲害，不然會不招人喜歡。可是，我們若不要強，不獨立，不變厲害，誰又會在我們最無助的時候伸出援手？
所以我們只能讓自己堅強，在沒有人的角落裡獨自療傷。

一個男人願意給女人多少時間，就是他有多愛你。
一個男人條件再好，他沒有時間陪你，也是多餘的。他愛你的話，怎麼會擠不出時間？
既然沒有時間就釋放他吧，釋放他的同時，也是釋放自己，真的生氣的時候不是 哭也不是鬧，而是不說話。
一個男人最大的失敗就是，把逗笑自己女人的機會讓給別人。

每一個不懂愛的人，都會遇到一個懂愛的人。然後經歷一場刻骨銘心的愛，然後分開。後來不懂愛的人，慢慢懂了。懂愛的人，卻不再愛了。

女人，對於該放手的人，勇敢的說再見，不要拖拖拉拉，明知道他沒把你當回事，何必繼續自欺欺人!
女人，如果一個男人連你的自尊心都不會顧及，即使再愛他，請你遠離他，因為沒有人願意讓心愛的女人受傷害!
女人，不要說什麼順其自然，覺得抓不住就放手，何必讓自己委曲求全!
女人，如果決定放手了，就乾乾脆脆離開，別猶猶豫豫走走又回頭，那樣對方只會更加看不起你!
女人，別整天捨不得吃捨不得穿，要知道真正屬於你自己的，只有那副身體!
女人，要懂得愛護自己，要知道你受的苦，你受的罪，你受的委屈，沒人能夠替你分擔!
女人，永遠都不要讓某個人成為你的全部，否則哪天他離開，你將一無所有!
女人，永遠都不要輕信男人的承諾，那玩意兒就像二八月的天氣，沒有定數!
女人，不要聽他叫你個「寶貝」或是「親愛的」，你就開心的不行，他能叫你，也必定能叫別人!
女人，永遠都不要替他找藉口說不是故意傷害你，如果他是故意的，那他就更不是個人!

（參考來源 : 開心台）

写什么好呢。。。

小说看多了，就习惯性的想要用汉字。也不知道自己该写什么，只是觉得好久没进来了、有滴滴点忽略这里咯。

我发现我不再喜欢他了，真好！个人的看法是：不喜欢他是对的。哈哈哈哈！觉得他好像也不是特好嘛。反正没了他也不是我的损失。交个朋友嘛，多他一个不多、少他一个也不少。

还有件事，我快被某些人烦死了！已经到顶啦！我的天！怎么会有这样的人啊！怎么说不通啊！再这样下去，我得换号码了啦！真是受不了！

And why is my platronics headset not working?!?!?!?! Whyyyyyyyy whyyyyyy whyyyyyy?!?!??! 😱

Hello to Gerrald Goh!

Baby's here! My god-nephew is out to say hello to the world! Congratulations to my JX kor & SG jie, and of course their family members! I told kor that I will visit after they are discharged since they need lots of rest.

Anyway, I hope with the new employment, I can grant a wish every month or every 2-3 months on PassItOn's website, depending on how big or small the item is. I think I will create a page to record the granted wishes. ^_^

I’ve been summoned like a spirit

It’s been a while! Since I left WSP last Nov, I’ve been summoned back like a spirit. Hahahaha!
I seriously don’t feel that I left WSP at all. I was back for a couple of weeks when Jaya was hospitalised; I’m back since Jun to help on the new project. Of course, both were part time arrangement.
Looking back, cycle does exist so keep all doors open. We never know when we’ll work with the same person or company again in future.

I’m blessed to meet awesome people in my life. My friends from schools and workplaces make my life less boring, less torturing and more fun. Still, I do treasure my alone time with my phone’s app filled with Chinese novels of all genre. That’s how I de-stress, whereas my brother loves gaming to the core. He’ll probably die without games. Hahahaha!

The awesome news for the 2nd half of the year:
My bro and sis-in-law has got their marriage cert done at ROM, and their place is ready to be moved in next week! Wedding in Dec!

JX kor and SG jie’s baby is due to meet us in Aug!

Kel kor is getting married in Nov!

I’m so happy and counting down to the days!

曾经的我，也只是曾经

如果有一天，我对你淡了
请你记得我曾经不是没有对你好过
我的热情换来的只是你的厌烦
我的真心得到的也只是你的敷衍
我累了，不想再这样心酸了

如果有一天，我离你远了
请你记得我曾经不是没有努力过
我极力靠近你，试图温暖你
我把自己的苦咽下
我把眼角的泪收起
只是希望给你的是笑容和快乐
而你，根本就不在意

如果有一天，我变冷漠了
请记得我不是没有热情过
我没有强大的心理去承受你的逃避
我没有宽大的胸襟去包容你的拒绝
我不能死皮烂脸的缠着你
也不能毫无自尊的讨好你
我，只想要一个心里有我的人
珍惜我的付出，心疼我的眼泪

如果有一天，我变了
变得自私自利，变得判若两人
请你记住曾经我不是没有喜欢过你
我耗尽了精力，付出了真心
最后得到的只是一场独角戏
我自娱自乐，自导自演
而你，给的不是漠不关心就是毫无回应

如果我真的变了，远了，不见了
请你一定要记住我从前的样子
那么善良，那么天真
我不求你幡然醒悟，不求你回头转身
只希望你记得我，一个用心喜欢你的人
在你的生命里出现过，在你的世界里付出过
最后，擦肩而过，一笑而过

如果有一天我彻底的变了
请你不要自责
我只是给自己加了层面具
唯有装起了冷漠，才没有伤痕累累
只要藏起了真心，就不会再流眼泪

我的垃圾死友

超级无敌谢谢你哦！我的垃圾死友！哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

谢谢你在超短时间内抽出时间陪我！虽然我们之间不会互相客气，会对彼此丢垃圾，不过我还是非常感谢还好有你！尤其是那天！

老麦！其实我挺喜欢这样叫你，叫得也蛮爽的。  虽然你只是比我大一岁罢了。哈哈哈哈哈！

我也好像把他给放下了。现在想想啊...其实也不是件难事。反正我特讨厌拖泥带水，所以处理方式干脆应该能算是件好事吧。不过，我还是别好了伤疤忘了疼！

或许吧。

或许是把话说开了，心里不用再被憋得难受。

或许是心情开始转晴了，看着天空也觉得天空是美丽的。

或许真的是我自作多情了。

或许是让我再痛一次，我才会记起当初选择不再喜欢人、不再爱着人的原因。

或许我还会想着他。

或许我需要时间放下。

或许当我放下后，我还能跟他说 “你好！”

或许在他的生日时，我还能对他说 “祝你生日快乐！”

或许吧。

Back to Fitness Day 2 & 3

I went to the gym on 13th & 14 Oct 2017, during lunch time. Less than 1 hour per time, so can only squeeze as much as I can.

Day 2: X-trainer warm up for 5 min, followed by gym ball, leg machines, chest press, and stretching in between. The gym ball is a little flat, left it alone after 2 rounds.

Day 3: X-trainer warm up for 5 min, then rowing (shout out to Ramil for teaching me how to use it! Thank you!), leg machines and chest press.

I think my muscle strength is improving, it seems that the lifting feels less heavy on 40lbs now.

Back to Fitness Day 1

Day 1: 71.5 kg

Today is the day! My first day with Angelina for training. It’s a fucking-god-crazy tiring session!!! Haven’t been moving my muscles much for too long, that’s why. 😛 But the most important point: I have learnt so much!!!
I got tortured for 5 mins with X-trainer as warm up then followed by leg machines, gym ball, kettleball, and lots of stretches in between. Comments: muscles are too tight, daily stretching is needed. Uneven flexibility, need to work on it.

Why am I doing this? My godmom is my goal for being healthy at her age!

PBRC 2016/2017

Friday marked my 3rd year in PBRC. I sang again this year, with a twist. Unlike last year which practice was not needed since I was doing a solo, the performing team for this year threw in lots of effort to get the opening act done. I was glad that all went well. Huge kudos to the team!

I worked with different team mates for the past 3 years during my time in PBRC. Nobody is perfect, of course. But if I have to compare, no doubt the years under Linh's and Marilyn's helm are much better than Kevin's. Kevin is a real good example to remind myself to not be a leader like him.

Nothing is better than staying away from toxic people. People who stab others at the back; people who grapevine on information that is not even confirmed (there are people who gets really worried cause of this, for heaven's sake). Such people. I am going to steer clear of them. I swear.

Anyway, I will need to get back to dancing since I can't survive without it. What is better than making use of lunch time for dance! Once I'm familiar with the routine for Ed Sheeran's Shape of You, I am going to smash Katy Perry's Dark Horse.

It's time for me to dance till I drop, once again!